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Blackbird
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ALIGNS WITH REPUBLIC
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QUICK INFO
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Black, The Dreamer
Black, The Dreamer
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HE/HIM/HIS
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TWENTY
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JANUARY 21st
JANUARY 21st
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NUVEMA TOWN, UNOVA
NUVEMA TOWN, UNOVA
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REPUBLIC
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Willpower was what prevented him from going completely mad within that dark space. Yet, with being isolated from humanity for years, he's found himself lacking in proper human etiquette compared to how he use to. While he has no issues talking, his behavior is a bit more rude and his speaking patterns seem to be with less thought of if he'd hurt someone or not out of them. His compassion still exists, although an increased anxiety has kept him from forming complete relationships with others. He's emotionally detached from others, pushing even those who had been close friends away from him.
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His intelligence and problem solving skills have grown further. Being stuck in a black void for three years has peaked his perception of small details, as well as his ability to read into other's body language and think things clearer without the help of Musharna. Sometimes one will see him closing his eyes and taking a deep breath, as if self-meditating while still being fully aware of what's going on around him, in order to prevent his thoughts from getting to scrambled on a particular viewpoint. Yet, despite this, there are times that he can't help but start drifting off; appearing aloof to an outsider. These drifts into space can easily be snapped out of, but when they happen are sparattic and unpredictable.
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Unfortunately, he gets away from himself at times, becoming cruel or callous towards others, or appearing as if he doesn't remotely care about them, their thoughts or their feelings. This is something that he slips into subconsciously, and when he snaps out of these states, he immediately becomes devastated. The last thing he wants is to see another person hurt, mentally or physically, or scarred. His inner sympathetic nature comes forward and becomes guilt. In fact, he's still very protective of those he cares about, almost to a forceful extent. While it can be sweet at times, other times his concern borderlines paranoia; out of a fear of losing them that he'd ever admit to.
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Yet, despite his grow fears, he's incredibly confident in himself. Quite a bit of his old personality has't completely died; including his joy for Pokemon battles. His spirit becomes a lot more lively and energetic when geared towards Pokemon, Pokemon battles or new things that he's found himself missing out on. Small things can spark a twinkle in his eye that get him excited or zealous, and he never truly runs out of that energy even in his dark moments. The only time one could see him lose all focus or cool is due to a grown phobia; if he can't see, he will have a fit. Claustrophobia mixed into this, tight spaces or the inability to sea are his worst fears, having been trapped in such a similar situation for years.
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In fact, due to having been trapped, he tends to be very cautious about contact. Flinching away from anyone except for his own Pokemon; and being touched in any way causing a fight or flight response within him. He's not use to it, therefore it scares him, forgetting what it feels like and if its good or bad.
Willpower was what prevented him from going completely mad within that dark space. Yet, with being isolated from humanity for years, he's found himself lacking in proper human etiquette compared to how he use to. While he has no issues talking, his behavior is a bit more rude and his speaking patterns seem to be with less thought of if he'd hurt someone or not out of them. His compassion still exists, although an increased anxiety has kept him from forming complete relationships with others. He's emotionally detached from others, pushing even those who had been close friends away from him.
[break][break]
His intelligence and problem solving skills have grown further. Being stuck in a black void for three years has peaked his perception of small details, as well as his ability to read into other's body language and think things clearer without the help of Musharna. Sometimes one will see him closing his eyes and taking a deep breath, as if self-meditating while still being fully aware of what's going on around him, in order to prevent his thoughts from getting to scrambled on a particular viewpoint. Yet, despite this, there are times that he can't help but start drifting off; appearing aloof to an outsider. These drifts into space can easily be snapped out of, but when they happen are sparattic and unpredictable.
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Unfortunately, he gets away from himself at times, becoming cruel or callous towards others, or appearing as if he doesn't remotely care about them, their thoughts or their feelings. This is something that he slips into subconsciously, and when he snaps out of these states, he immediately becomes devastated. The last thing he wants is to see another person hurt, mentally or physically, or scarred. His inner sympathetic nature comes forward and becomes guilt. In fact, he's still very protective of those he cares about, almost to a forceful extent. While it can be sweet at times, other times his concern borderlines paranoia; out of a fear of losing them that he'd ever admit to.
[break][break]
Yet, despite his grow fears, he's incredibly confident in himself. Quite a bit of his old personality has't completely died; including his joy for Pokemon battles. His spirit becomes a lot more lively and energetic when geared towards Pokemon, Pokemon battles or new things that he's found himself missing out on. Small things can spark a twinkle in his eye that get him excited or zealous, and he never truly runs out of that energy even in his dark moments. The only time one could see him lose all focus or cool is due to a grown phobia; if he can't see, he will have a fit. Claustrophobia mixed into this, tight spaces or the inability to sea are his worst fears, having been trapped in such a similar situation for years.
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In fact, due to having been trapped, he tends to be very cautious about contact. Flinching away from anyone except for his own Pokemon; and being touched in any way causing a fight or flight response within him. He's not use to it, therefore it scares him, forgetting what it feels like and if its good or bad.
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THERE'S NO DIRECTION TO MY STARE[break]
NO MORE FLAME BURNING IN MY HEART ANYMORE
THERE'S NO DIRECTION TO MY STARE[break]
NO MORE FLAME BURNING IN MY HEART ANYMORE
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Being isolated for years can do a lot to a person's mentality. Everything had happened so fast, him standing ontop of Reshiram, voice loud as if it was its own microphone and then suddenly... There was nothing. A solem smile had crossed his face that day when he looked to White, and that smile only lingered for a short while after darkness overtook. For the second time in his life, a grim thought overtook him.
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Why wasn't he asleep?
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He remembered being told that Reshiram was asleep within the white stone, so him still being fully concious sent shock and worry throughout him. It took a while before he was finally able to calm himself down, with the help of the legend themself. This was a bonding point, between the pokemon, himself and his team that he has been through so much with. He had some company, yet still it wasn't human. Over the years, or whas it even years by that point - he didn't quite know time within this space, he felt isolated and fidgity. He needed some form of socialization, any human did, that was a given.
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He wouldn't receive that until years later, when he was already beyond his breaking point.
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Light shone within the darkness, finally, and his eyes began to light up for a brief moment. Then he felt blinded; he gasped for air as if he was being reborn again, before covering his eyes with his arm. It took a while before his eyes readjusted, and he went from blurry squinted eyes to being able to see what was around him. He felt dazzed, as if he had woken up from a restless slumber. Yet that was just a facade, he knew better than to believe that was just a dream.
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He felt it odd walking within his grown body at first, stumbling a few times before finally being able to walk properly again. Thoughts started clouding his mind all at once; "Where am I?" "What date is this?" "How long have I've been out for?" and "What did I miss?". He felt these were logical concerns, not knowing anything past what had happened that fatefull day.
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The memory played through his mind again, and he closed his eyes to catch himself. One thing he had learned was to allow his mind to become blank by himself, to gather focus. Allowing himself to meditate, while still being aware of what was going on around him.
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He let out a breath he didn't realize he was holding, looking up at Reshiram. He almost forgot about the dragon in his panic. There was a conversation between the two, deciding it'd be best to part ways with each other as Black went to find himself again. He figured this was for the best, as much as he'd grown to love to dragon. It allowed him to start on the first questions: "What date is this?" and "What did I miss?". With the help of Brav, he set off to explore, and find his way home.
[break][break]
He had journeyed through Unova again in a search to find himself, setting in certain areas so Brav and him could rest on their journey. Along the way he rescued an Axew from having been trapped in a rock slide. Deciding on the small dragon coming with him, he decided to name it Hax for its evolution Haxorus. He took liberty of nursing the Pokemon back to health, and along the way found out some events that had taken place while he was gone. Along with being gone for a few years; yet, he had found difficulty asking these questions. He felt nervous for once, and was struggling to form proper words. It was so much easier with his Pokemon.
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Eventually Axew evolved into Fraxure, and he ended up struggling with proper bonding with the Pokemon at first. She didn't seem to want to listen to him, as if she was going through this adolescent rebellious phase. It concerned him, but he kept trying nonetheless. He felt a bit out of place in Unova at the time, and after taking a visit to his mother... He made a tough decision. Much to her worry, he convinced her that it would be best for him to explore other regions, move on and see the world, that maybe it'd help him rediscover himself.
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He went to Kalos, hearing about the many attractions that they had for tourists. It was here that he learned of a newly discovered type; fairy. He seemed skeptic at first, thinking it was stupid for such a girly sounding creature to be immune to dragon type attacks. Yet, they certainly did exist, having to battle a trainer using a Flabebe. He set out to learn their weaknesses from here; and adjusted his Pokemon's move set to accommodate this discovery. And along the way there, he ended up running into a familiar Pokemon. An Audino had followed him, seeming to be attracted to his mental state. It was attached to him like glue, and so he brought the Pokemon along with him; naming him Dino.
[break][break]
From Kalos he moved onto the Alolan Islands, hearing about it having a closer bond with the Pokemon there. During his travels there, Hax evolved into a Haxorus, and they finally managed to understand each other more. Becoming more like an older brother and younger sister in their relationship. Along the way, he managed to pick up a Mimikyu and a Drampa. Both were pokemon that were attracted to him for separate reasons; naming the Mimikyu Mimi and the Drampa Dram respectively.
[break][break]
At this time, Mimikyu took up his 6th party slot, immediately becoming a useful asset to the party.
[break][break]
He hadn't felt so much pure unadulterated rage in years. When he found out about Lyeant Region, he was interested, but when he found out exactly what happened, he felt anger bubbling up within him. It wasn't until he actually arrived there, with the idea in mind of helping the people rebuild and refurbish themselves, that anger reached over its boiling point.
[break][break]
He almost immediately sided with the Republic, having been spending the last several years closer to Pokemon than people; it gave a sort of mental effect, and after what he had seen with Team Plasma - he never wanted to see harm come to the bond between a human and a Pokemon again. His anger was directed from the destroyed organization and onto Parllax because of their fake promises. They were no better than the other Teams that they promised to protect against. Their elimination of Pokemon in way of humans was a no-go in his books, no matter how you put it, it was severely wrong and nothing was going to change that.
[break][break]
The Pokemon Association didn't get any brunt of his hatred, although to him - there was no definition on "How it use to be", no set one anyways. One could not single a definition on that, and he began faltering his trust with them and how they would do things and how secure they would be. Would they even accomplish it?
Inside of Stone
Being isolated for years can do a lot to a person's mentality. Everything had happened so fast, him standing ontop of Reshiram, voice loud as if it was its own microphone and then suddenly... There was nothing. A solem smile had crossed his face that day when he looked to White, and that smile only lingered for a short while after darkness overtook. For the second time in his life, a grim thought overtook him.
[break][break]
Why wasn't he asleep?
[break][break]
He remembered being told that Reshiram was asleep within the white stone, so him still being fully concious sent shock and worry throughout him. It took a while before he was finally able to calm himself down, with the help of the legend themself. This was a bonding point, between the pokemon, himself and his team that he has been through so much with. He had some company, yet still it wasn't human. Over the years, or whas it even years by that point - he didn't quite know time within this space, he felt isolated and fidgity. He needed some form of socialization, any human did, that was a given.
[break][break]
He wouldn't receive that until years later, when he was already beyond his breaking point.
[break][break]
Starting Again: Three Years Later
Light shone within the darkness, finally, and his eyes began to light up for a brief moment. Then he felt blinded; he gasped for air as if he was being reborn again, before covering his eyes with his arm. It took a while before his eyes readjusted, and he went from blurry squinted eyes to being able to see what was around him. He felt dazzed, as if he had woken up from a restless slumber. Yet that was just a facade, he knew better than to believe that was just a dream.
[break][break]
He felt it odd walking within his grown body at first, stumbling a few times before finally being able to walk properly again. Thoughts started clouding his mind all at once; "Where am I?" "What date is this?" "How long have I've been out for?" and "What did I miss?". He felt these were logical concerns, not knowing anything past what had happened that fatefull day.
[break][break]
The memory played through his mind again, and he closed his eyes to catch himself. One thing he had learned was to allow his mind to become blank by himself, to gather focus. Allowing himself to meditate, while still being aware of what was going on around him.
[break][break]
He let out a breath he didn't realize he was holding, looking up at Reshiram. He almost forgot about the dragon in his panic. There was a conversation between the two, deciding it'd be best to part ways with each other as Black went to find himself again. He figured this was for the best, as much as he'd grown to love to dragon. It allowed him to start on the first questions: "What date is this?" and "What did I miss?". With the help of Brav, he set off to explore, and find his way home.
[break][break]
He had journeyed through Unova again in a search to find himself, setting in certain areas so Brav and him could rest on their journey. Along the way he rescued an Axew from having been trapped in a rock slide. Deciding on the small dragon coming with him, he decided to name it Hax for its evolution Haxorus. He took liberty of nursing the Pokemon back to health, and along the way found out some events that had taken place while he was gone. Along with being gone for a few years; yet, he had found difficulty asking these questions. He felt nervous for once, and was struggling to form proper words. It was so much easier with his Pokemon.
[break][break]
Eventually Axew evolved into Fraxure, and he ended up struggling with proper bonding with the Pokemon at first. She didn't seem to want to listen to him, as if she was going through this adolescent rebellious phase. It concerned him, but he kept trying nonetheless. He felt a bit out of place in Unova at the time, and after taking a visit to his mother... He made a tough decision. Much to her worry, he convinced her that it would be best for him to explore other regions, move on and see the world, that maybe it'd help him rediscover himself.
[break][break]
He went to Kalos, hearing about the many attractions that they had for tourists. It was here that he learned of a newly discovered type; fairy. He seemed skeptic at first, thinking it was stupid for such a girly sounding creature to be immune to dragon type attacks. Yet, they certainly did exist, having to battle a trainer using a Flabebe. He set out to learn their weaknesses from here; and adjusted his Pokemon's move set to accommodate this discovery. And along the way there, he ended up running into a familiar Pokemon. An Audino had followed him, seeming to be attracted to his mental state. It was attached to him like glue, and so he brought the Pokemon along with him; naming him Dino.
[break][break]
From Kalos he moved onto the Alolan Islands, hearing about it having a closer bond with the Pokemon there. During his travels there, Hax evolved into a Haxorus, and they finally managed to understand each other more. Becoming more like an older brother and younger sister in their relationship. Along the way, he managed to pick up a Mimikyu and a Drampa. Both were pokemon that were attracted to him for separate reasons; naming the Mimikyu Mimi and the Drampa Dram respectively.
[break][break]
At this time, Mimikyu took up his 6th party slot, immediately becoming a useful asset to the party.
[break][break]
The Lyeant Region
He hadn't felt so much pure unadulterated rage in years. When he found out about Lyeant Region, he was interested, but when he found out exactly what happened, he felt anger bubbling up within him. It wasn't until he actually arrived there, with the idea in mind of helping the people rebuild and refurbish themselves, that anger reached over its boiling point.
[break][break]
He almost immediately sided with the Republic, having been spending the last several years closer to Pokemon than people; it gave a sort of mental effect, and after what he had seen with Team Plasma - he never wanted to see harm come to the bond between a human and a Pokemon again. His anger was directed from the destroyed organization and onto Parllax because of their fake promises. They were no better than the other Teams that they promised to protect against. Their elimination of Pokemon in way of humans was a no-go in his books, no matter how you put it, it was severely wrong and nothing was going to change that.
[break][break]
The Pokemon Association didn't get any brunt of his hatred, although to him - there was no definition on "How it use to be", no set one anyways. One could not single a definition on that, and he began faltering his trust with them and how they would do things and how secure they would be. Would they even accomplish it?
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[attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right1"]  [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right2"] BOAREMBOAR #500BOAR is a MALE pokemon. its ability is BLAZE. it seems to have a RASH nature. FLARE BLITZ - THUNDER PUNCH[break] | [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right1"]  [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right2"] BRAVBRAVIARY #628BRAV is a MALE pokemon. its ability is SHEER FORCE. it seems to have a ADAMANT nature. BRAVE BIRD - CRUSH CLAW[break] | [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right1"]  [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right2"] MUSHAMUSHARNA #518MUSHA is a MALE pokemon. its ability is FOREWARN. it seems to have a QUIET nature. CALM MIND - STORED POWER[break] | ||
[attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right1"]  [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right2"] TULAGALVANTULA #596TULA is a MALE pokemon. its ability is UNNERVE. it seems to have a TIMID nature. STICKY WEB - THUNDER[break] | [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right1"]  [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right2"] COSTACARRACOSTA #565NICKNAME is a MALE pokemon. its ability is SOLID ROCK. it seems to have a NAUGHTY nature. AQUA JET - LIQUIDATION[break] | [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right1"]  [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right2"] MIMIMIMIKYU #778MIMI is a FEMALE pokemon. its ability is DISGUISE. it seems to have a JOLLY nature. SHADOW SNEAK - DRAIN PUNCH[break] |
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there is nothing left to take, but i still try to reach. try to swallow it all down, yet i can't seem to breathe. just a single pill of mine, nothing else would suffice - i take it in, now i'm alive. my phone is set on lock, and i don't really care. there's a tangle and a knot that i cannot repair. i'm a tragedy, i'm ugly, i'm trying to hide. i say "hello", then wave "goodbye". see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honestly. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see it run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i still refuse to believe.
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see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
>>> TL;DR
there is nothing left to take, but i still try to reach. try to swallow it all down, yet i can't seem to breathe. just a single pill of mine, nothing else would suffice - i take it in, now i'm alive. my phone is set on lock, and i don't really care. there's a tangle and a knot that i cannot repair. i'm a tragedy, i'm ugly, i'm trying to hide. i say "hello", then wave "goodbye". see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honestly. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see it run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i still refuse to believe.
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>>> FRIENDSHIP
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
PLOT IDEA #1
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
>>> HATESHIP
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
PLOT IDEA #1
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
>>> LOVESHIP
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
PLOT IDEA #1
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
>>> WANTED
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
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