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She was never a serious person, but she's always been undeniably loyal. [break][break]
Meet Aurelie - or more commonly known as R or Lee. Aurelie is someone who's bright, chatty and definitely someone who you can have a nice conversation with. She's the type of person who you'll see walking down the streets like she owns the place, she's the type of person who will give you a sly smile when things go right around her. Aurelie is a social girl, someone who's more than willing to hold a conversation and the odds are, you'll both leave with each other's numbers to come into contact another time. That being said, she's undeniably street smart. She retains a genuine, silver tongue that has helped her with making friends, connections and etc. But as though that's not enough, she's also quite the little devil. She's a daring and a sassy young woman, who's more than willing to take risks and take the initiative to approach and greet. That being said, it doesn't mean she doesn't know how to act formally. For whatever reason, in the event where she will have to act for the sake of formalities, she will be able to pull it off with relative ease. The long story short is that she's a person who will say what you want to hear, and the thing is that she more often means it than not. The majority of people would find her frighteningly trustworthy; especially with how few people are capable of questioning any otherwise, possible ulterior motives. [break][break]
But as social and pleasant as she can be around others, the same majority will find her to be pushy and uncomfortable to be around. Uncomfortable, only because Aurelie lacks shame in every shape or form. She will wear racy clothing, she will try to convince you into doing something with her. She will push and pressure you, and she will drag you. Even if she isn't obnoxious, Aurelie has very little sense of boundaries and the worst part? She's fully aware of it. Aurelie is a very provocative young lady, who comes off tactless sooner than not. But even then, no one can deny that she's persuasive and charming, resulting in a manipulative trait that most wouldn't be able to seek out. If anything, she hides behind the deception that she's an innocent young woman.The best way it can be described as is two-faced; by day, her personality is generally sweet. In the face of it all, she's pleasant to be around. But underneath that, and in the darkest of nights, Aurelie isn't afraid to show herself off and act considerably more conceited than she normally does. [break][break]
Unfortunately for her, however, Aurelie has immense trust issues towards others. Aurelie is faithless, such that she has very few expectations of those around her. Having been disappointed beyond repair in her past, Aure finds it difficult to trust again - entirely with her own heart. To top that off, Aurelie handles stress poorly; she's an escapist. She dislikes facing her own problems, and would sooner escape into another world. In this case, Aurelie escapes the world through alcohol and drinking which - in most cases - can be considered excessive. Though she will never admit it, drinking has turned into her habit of coping - her way of escaping a world that she wants to permanently escape. Whereas she's fully aware of the damage it does to her body, it doesn't stop her. Eventually, she grew to lack self-preservation and eventually learned to loathe herself for her own actions; constantly pinning a blame unto herself for her poor decisions in life. But even then, she becomes contradictory when she does it time and time again. Despite having tried to quit drinking years before, she finds herself going back when the stress has gotten unbearable. [break][break]
She will never drink in public; not anymore. Despite being a public drinker in the past, she's found herself slowly trying to stray away for the sake for her own safety after numerous other, accidental encounters. Aurelie has grown to be cautious - nearly paranoid - about her surroundings. Her shamelessness and nearly vain attitude is to mask her own insecurities, along with her own discomfort when others look at her figure. In this case, most people would view her as a hypocrite on all levels. But even then, that doesn't stop her from trying. The way she sees it is that if she is capable of expressing and exhibiting an excess of what she viewed to be "evil", it would no longer be "evil", in some twisted sense. This is the thought that has kept her going over the years; this is the thought that has stopped her from doing anything stupid, along with an unexpected, protective and caring side of her towards close friends and family. [break][break]
Under the effects of stress, however, Aurelie is prone to bouts of depression. This depression can and will lead to her own isolation, which leads to her getting snappy when she's not drinking. She's considerably less willing to talk about her problems when sober, only because she holds the intent belief that people will only listen to her words if and when she's no longer in the right mind.
She was never a serious person, but she's always been undeniably loyal. [break][break]
Meet Aurelie - or more commonly known as R or Lee. Aurelie is someone who's bright, chatty and definitely someone who you can have a nice conversation with. She's the type of person who you'll see walking down the streets like she owns the place, she's the type of person who will give you a sly smile when things go right around her. Aurelie is a social girl, someone who's more than willing to hold a conversation and the odds are, you'll both leave with each other's numbers to come into contact another time. That being said, she's undeniably street smart. She retains a genuine, silver tongue that has helped her with making friends, connections and etc. But as though that's not enough, she's also quite the little devil. She's a daring and a sassy young woman, who's more than willing to take risks and take the initiative to approach and greet. That being said, it doesn't mean she doesn't know how to act formally. For whatever reason, in the event where she will have to act for the sake of formalities, she will be able to pull it off with relative ease. The long story short is that she's a person who will say what you want to hear, and the thing is that she more often means it than not. The majority of people would find her frighteningly trustworthy; especially with how few people are capable of questioning any otherwise, possible ulterior motives. [break][break]
But as social and pleasant as she can be around others, the same majority will find her to be pushy and uncomfortable to be around. Uncomfortable, only because Aurelie lacks shame in every shape or form. She will wear racy clothing, she will try to convince you into doing something with her. She will push and pressure you, and she will drag you. Even if she isn't obnoxious, Aurelie has very little sense of boundaries and the worst part? She's fully aware of it. Aurelie is a very provocative young lady, who comes off tactless sooner than not. But even then, no one can deny that she's persuasive and charming, resulting in a manipulative trait that most wouldn't be able to seek out. If anything, she hides behind the deception that she's an innocent young woman.The best way it can be described as is two-faced; by day, her personality is generally sweet. In the face of it all, she's pleasant to be around. But underneath that, and in the darkest of nights, Aurelie isn't afraid to show herself off and act considerably more conceited than she normally does. [break][break]
Unfortunately for her, however, Aurelie has immense trust issues towards others. Aurelie is faithless, such that she has very few expectations of those around her. Having been disappointed beyond repair in her past, Aure finds it difficult to trust again - entirely with her own heart. To top that off, Aurelie handles stress poorly; she's an escapist. She dislikes facing her own problems, and would sooner escape into another world. In this case, Aurelie escapes the world through alcohol and drinking which - in most cases - can be considered excessive. Though she will never admit it, drinking has turned into her habit of coping - her way of escaping a world that she wants to permanently escape. Whereas she's fully aware of the damage it does to her body, it doesn't stop her. Eventually, she grew to lack self-preservation and eventually learned to loathe herself for her own actions; constantly pinning a blame unto herself for her poor decisions in life. But even then, she becomes contradictory when she does it time and time again. Despite having tried to quit drinking years before, she finds herself going back when the stress has gotten unbearable. [break][break]
She will never drink in public; not anymore. Despite being a public drinker in the past, she's found herself slowly trying to stray away for the sake for her own safety after numerous other, accidental encounters. Aurelie has grown to be cautious - nearly paranoid - about her surroundings. Her shamelessness and nearly vain attitude is to mask her own insecurities, along with her own discomfort when others look at her figure. In this case, most people would view her as a hypocrite on all levels. But even then, that doesn't stop her from trying. The way she sees it is that if she is capable of expressing and exhibiting an excess of what she viewed to be "evil", it would no longer be "evil", in some twisted sense. This is the thought that has kept her going over the years; this is the thought that has stopped her from doing anything stupid, along with an unexpected, protective and caring side of her towards close friends and family. [break][break]
Under the effects of stress, however, Aurelie is prone to bouts of depression. This depression can and will lead to her own isolation, which leads to her getting snappy when she's not drinking. She's considerably less willing to talk about her problems when sober, only because she holds the intent belief that people will only listen to her words if and when she's no longer in the right mind.
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I know I’m nothing more than a wandering ghost[break]
An empty shell that’s nothing but a void at most
I know I’m nothing more than a wandering ghost[break]
An empty shell that’s nothing but a void at most
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✎ She was born in Kalos, Anistar City if we're going to be more precise. The cousin of Angelica and Elizabeth Frasier, and an only child. Her childhood, in a nutshell, was generally quiet. IT was pleasing, it was uneventful. It wasn't anything that she couldn't ask for, and it wasn't anything that she could say she hated. Even if she was born the only albino in her family, her parents never seemed to dislike the pasty white female in any shape or form; in fact, they adored her. Aurelie was spoiled from birth as the only child, only a few number of years younger than Angelica. She was seen as pure and clean; she was seen as beautiful in their wholehearted opinions. Hence, she was spoiled. She was doted on by her family, and she was beloved by the rest of her relatives. [break][break]
✎ But this love was suffocating, and it was only given to her as their way to coax her into being a certain way. She was expected to fit a certain stereotype; her family was sexist. They wanted her to act feminine and polite; pleasant and lady-like. Just like Angelica, and she hated it. Though she loved Angelica to bits, she couldn't find it in herself to obey. As she was growing up, she became an increasingly rebellious, tomboyish girl who preferred to wreck havoc in the house, rather than clean it up. Her parents grew increasingly frustrated with the little girl, but that never stopped her from doing whatever the hell she wanted. Though her family attempted to contain her, she'd only rebuttal with even more resistance until her family couldn't take it anymore; until they ultimately alienated her from the household itself. [break][break]
✎ In her earlier years of school, she eventually moved over to Lumiose City to study in an exchange program. There, she found a petite Skitty gijinka who was being severely bullied for being a gijinka, something that didn't sit well with her. Though small, she was a rebellious and violent little one. In those few weeks of her exchange program, she became close friends with the gijinka in spite of their age gap. The gijinka she eventually learned to be named Vivian was a bright little thing. Unfortunately, the girl suffered from numerous bruises; all of which she brushed off as her chasing things and doing her own thing to bump into things. Aurelie was unaware of the abuse that Vivian suffered from, and ultimately brushed it off. The two of them were too young to exchange contact information at the time, and therefore the two never spoke again after Aurelie returned to Anistar. [break][break]
✎ Thinking back on it, her parents weren't a big part of her life because she didn't want them to. Aurelie had always been an intelligent and independant child, which explained why she wanted so little to do with the mom and dad. The mom and dad who tried tried to mould their daughter into the person they wanted her to be through masked kindness. She could practically feel the toxic kindness, the passive aggressiveness that was directed towards her. For the majority of her earlier years, she couldn't stand the feeling of being oppressed in her own home. With that, she often went out to do her own things - but as a result? She ultimately started to skip out in school and.. Found less and less interest in it. By the time she hit her early teenage years she was.. Doing some pretty stupid things out of peer pressure. Things that she's not fond of, and friends whom she would rather not talk about. [break][break]
✎ By the time she turned thirteen, her household and her community in general became too toxic for her to handle. As a result, she resorted to isolating herself from them even more to stop herself from engaging in more.. Dangerous activities. Unfortunately for her, said "friends" broke into her house and ended up attacking her without a warning one night, being deemed a "traitor" amongst their group. This was how her parents found out, and their passive aggressive gradually shifted into full out physical and verbal abuse. The transition was far too large and hard on her, and in a a year it fuelled her depression and sentimentality all the more.
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✎ At the age of fourteen, she ran away from home to live with her cousins; Angelica and Elizabeth. Seeing how the two of them chose to live separately from the rest of the family, she thought that it would be best for her to.. At least go with someone she knows. Hence the girl found herself hiding out with the two of them in their apartment. At the age of fourteen, Aurelie began to look for potential jobs - after dropping out of school, of course. Unfortunately for her, the fact that a young teen stopped attending school was less than desirable as a worker, and hence she suffered from financial difficulties, along with the other two cousins. Thankfully however, with Angelica's occupation as a model, they were.. At least capable of making a living. Elizabeth began to act as a make-up artist to make a decent penny at school, and eventually she began to work from home, as well. [break][break]
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✎ In her pursuits for a job, she was introduced to Sophia Bell through Elizabeth, who taught her how to play around with music and sounds and the like. From there, Aurelie developed a growing interest and eventual passion in the musical arts - quick to pick it up an begin composing her own music and remixes. With Sophia's help, she began posting these remixes and the like online - which rapidly grew in popularity. At the age of fifteen, she was offered a position and job in a recording company - one of which she was quick to accept. From there, Aurelie has been able to support both herself and her cousins through the money she makes with her music. [break][break]
✎ It was in this time where she met a young woman named Reagan - someone who worked in the same field as she did as a DJ. The two began creating their own remixes and collaborations more often, and eventually the two grew to be very close friends. This was also the age where she met Reagan's boyfriend; Tae Seung, along with his siblings. And as usual, Aurelie was able to make quick friends and get along with the group rather easily. Even though they were all doing their own things, Aurelie always ensured to make time to hang out with her friends without any qualms. At the age of Seventeen, she met a young boy who was just a couple years older than her. He, too, was part of the music industry and the two of them hit it off rather well. From there, she gradually began to develop feelings for him and the two of them ultimately started a relationship. The two of them seemed nearly inseparable and hell, she often went over to visit him for the night and etc. [break][break]
✎ He got along with Angelica, however Aurelie could feel that Elizabeth didn't.. Like him. Not in the slightest, in fact. Aurelie always brushed off Elizabeth's warnings and sneers towards her boyfriend, along with Reagan, and usually deemed it as a teenager being a teenager.
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✎ The relationship was stable and seemed to be going pretty well. Aurelie was able to see Eric once every few days and went out on dates; the two of them had a good balance between interaction and solitude, and the two of them really did get along. It was clear that Aurelie adored him, and it was clear that Eric returned the love in it's full extent. What irritated her if anything, however, was how he always seemed to forget when her birthday was. Though there were the petty arguments here and there, they would ultimately make up and move on with their lives. They seemed inseparable. They seemed like a perfect, adorable little couple. They seemed that way, but there were so many things wrong with it. Things that were wrong with it, that she should have picked up. She should have picked up, but she didn't. She didn't, because she her judgement was blinded by her love. [break][break]
✎ Behind the closed doors, Eric sexually abused her. He would push himself onto her without consent, but eventually got her to give it even when she was screaming no in her head. At one point, he actually gathered many other men - or as he called them, "friends" - who would all enjoy themselves with Aurelie. She did.. Many things that she wouldn't usually do, but all she knew was that she loved him, and therefore she should try her best for him to love her in return. Hence, she quietly complied and agreed. Though at first she was reluctant, the sad thing is that over four the four years they had been dating, it became a normal thing for her. She thought that by doing this, he would stay loyal no matter what. Even if she was committing the act with numerous other men under his order, he would know that her heart only belonged to him. [break][break]
✎ On her twentieth birthday, Valentines day, she was intending to go see Eric. She finished work earlier and went out to get him a Valentine's Day present, keeping in mind what he liked and what he wanted. For once, she did pay closer attention on what she should wear so that they could go on a date later that day, and she was practically giddy over her head. She was just about to approach his apartment until she saw Reagan standing out there; which she found odd. Earlier that day, Reagan had told her that she was too busy, but they would be able to hang out later in the evening to celebrate her birthday. Curious and skeptical, she slowly began to close in on the two of them using her Zorua's illusion - more to conceal her presence. [break][break]
✎ She was able to sneak in with her Zorua before the door closed, and though it was wrong, she found herself spying on her boyfriend and her best friend. While initially, things were nice and platonic - things took a drastic turn. It was such a drastic turn that.. She didn't know what to think of this. In the next moment, she found her best friend and her boyfriend making out like no tomorrow. She was there, listening them whispering to those sweet nothings and dissing her without another thought. Aurelie was staring in utter silence as she watched the two of them expressing whatever love they had for each other, until it became too much for the poor girl to handle. In a fit of rage and grief, the girl recalled her Zorua to turn down the illusion. Aurelie confronted the two of them on the spot, watching as they attempted to throw the other under the bus with their lies. Of course, Aurelie didn't take any of that. The albino woman dumped her boyfriend on the spot and cut her ties from him, taking the initiative to delete him from her life, along with Reagan. [break][break]
✎ What hurt her the most was how she found out Eric was only using her; he was using her as a side. He was toying with her; for the past four years, he was only toying with her and making fun of her. He was using her to get money out of others guys; he was selling her out to prostitution when in reality while maintaining a partner affair with Reagan. She was introduced to him through Reagan and.. Finding this out? That her boyfriend only got with her because he wanted to use her for money, and her best friend was partially in on this..? Partially, because Reagan didn't know to what level he would go. But in the end, he was capable of exploiting money and he shared the spoils with her ex-best friend.
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✎ But she was heartbroken; for the next few months, Aurelie closed herself off from the world. After finding out that Eric was cheating on her, - and on her birthday no less, - she was less than willing to open her heart up to anyone else in the fear and paranoia of being used as a "side" piece. Though there were many times he attempted to contact her again, Aurelie blocked him out without hesitation. Not only that, but her once closest friend - Reagan - continuously attempted to contact Aurelie in hopes to "apologize". Unfortunately, the albino woman was far too filled with heartbreak and rage to respond. [break][break]
✎ Thus, she suffered from the betrayal of an old friend, and her previous love. In attempts to forget her pain and drown away her sorrows, Aurelie began to engage in drinking and alcohol consumption to leave the reality; even if for a little while. Unfortunately for her, she found that her high alcohol tolerance resulted in her having to consume large amounts before finally feeling a haze - hence started her unhealthy drinking habits. As though that wasn't enough, she eventually found out that her drinking until she was wasted at bars led to her doing.. Less than desirable acts with complete strangers in bars. There have been countless times where she had been assaulted. To this day however, she's barely able to remember any of them. After learning about this, she started to drink from home.[break][break]
✎ However one night, after a sudden depression spike, she found an anonymous video that was sent to her. Said video contained a recording of.. Earlier mentioned event. It had been taken without her consent, showing an indecent side of her while wasted. Along with the video was a threat of blackmail, while truthfully scared the albino out of her mind. For the next week or so, she was too scared to leave the house or to show her face in general. Thankfully it hadn't been released, however. After finding out about the threat and video, her younger cousin Elizabeth used a tie she had with a hacker friend to remove the video and ensure that it never existed in the first place; but even after that, Aurelie has always become much, much more cautious in public. Though she doesn't come off as such, has an underlying paranoia around cameras.
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✎ After the events with Reagan and Eric, Aurelie was compelled to tell Reagan's current boyfriend at the time - Tae - about her actions behind both their backs. This was an act of both revenge and concern for Tae, because she pitied him. She didn't want him to go through the same surprise and shock that she had gone through, hence why she had no qualms in pulling him aside to spill the beans. Whereas he was skeptical about her claims at first, that didn't change the fact that he couldn't brush her words like they were nothing. True to what she said, Tae eventually found out that Reagan had been cheating on him for the past six years; leaving Tae devastated. [break][break]
✎ After that series of events, Aurelie attempted to support Tae the same way he supported her. She grew closer to both Tae and Ji-Yeon, visiting them both more often with that regular smile on her face. Aurelie however, was intent on keeping her drinking habits a secret from the both of them. When she was invite out to drink, she'd often turn the offer down due to previous issues and the like. However one day, she found that Tae had been acting off. It wasn't long until she found out that he was still seeing Reagan; much to Aurelie's disdain. Many scoldings were given on that day, and as time went on, she began to defend Tae from Reagan the majority of the time she was there. Seeing that the two of them were in the same industry and shared the same profession, the two of them developed an intense rivalry - along with a mutual dislike and tension. [break][break]
✎ Later on that year, she and her cousins moved over to Lyeant after the war had ended. This was both because Angelica's husband - Christopher - had work in the recently recovering region and Angelica herself found his intention to be noble; noble enough to follow him.
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✎ More recently however, is news regarding her youngest cousin; Elizabeth Chastain. Aurelie grew closer to Lizzy as the two of them shared a concern over Angelica's ever wavering mentality, working together in attempts to help her. However she noticed that Elizabeth had been paying close attention to her screen, so one day she went into her room to take a look while she wasn't home. There, she had found out various notes scribbled on note pads and papers, containing information that was gathered on one person. The woman learned that her youngest cousin had been spying on Angelica's husband, Christopher. And say; the things that she found were baffling to say the least. [break][break]
✎ It was among this information that she found out Angelica was living in blissful ignorance. Whereas Aurelie was aware that her heart was broken from a boyfriend cheating on her, she found that Christopher had been cheating on Angelica for years on end; for the past fourteen years through their dating phases and even through their marriage. Aurelie could only stare at this information in near disbelief until she turned on a screen. There, she found a camera that was bugged onto Lizzy's necklace - a precious gift that was given to her from Angelica. The moment that she turned the camera on, however, she found the face of Christopher getting alarmingly close to Lizzy. She witnessed the man attempting to assault the young high schooler, and Aurelie could already feel her blood boiling. [break][break]
✎ Then she heard a crash through the feed. In Lizzy's hand was a broken beaker that she used to attack the man with to defend herself. It wasn't long until she found the girl leaning back, and she could see through the feed that she was leaning out of a window. With a strong shove, the man snatched the necklace and held it in his hand. With final, taunting words, he directed the camera over to Lizzy, who was being held just outside the window. The sight horrified Aurelie and before she could get up and do anything else, she watched as her little cousin fell to her death. [break][break]
✎ And though Christopher broke the lens, she could still hear through the tiny speaker. She was able to hear the talking as the man slipped the necklace into his pocket, spouting lies and slander to his co-worker, Vivian. What pissed her off was how Vivian could believe him so easily, but at the same time, she found herself taking a deep breath before redirecting her anger onto the man. When night fell, however, she learned that he was using the other teacher as just another side piece. As she listened in, she grew to believe that the younger teacher genuinely loved Chris-- Which only prompted Aurelie to dislike him all the more. But even then, she knew that Angelica possibly.. Wouldn't believe her. Therefore, Aurelie focused more on trying to stabilize Angelica while doing her best to keep her away from her husband.
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✎ Currently, Aurelie has aligned herself with the Republic and is still living with Angelica; more to pay closer attention to her mentality. It was there where she started to learn why Elizabeth was so worried about her. She learned that Angelica suffered from severe psychosis and schizophrenia, and was suspected to show signs of an ever-growing psychopathy. While it wasn't apparent through interaction, she was quick to learn that Angelica wasn't the little angel that the majority made her out to be. Knowing this, Aurelie was even more determined to stay by her side; especially with what could happen to the poor girl when she found out what Christopher was going. In fact, the only thing keeping Aurelie from saying anything is because she knows about the mental toll it would take on Angelica. She doesn't know when the woman will snap nor what will happen when she does. [break][break]
✎ Aurelie began acting on her own as a freelance DJ, however she has worked with other musicians in Lyeant. She's trying to make a decent living with her career, while also balancing out her social life an her own personal issues. Though the war hasn't affected her as much - nor has her alignment - her values are still there and - surprisingly - she's willing to fight for her cause should the event demand her to.
Although “NO” is what I meant
✎ She was born in Kalos, Anistar City if we're going to be more precise. The cousin of Angelica and Elizabeth Frasier, and an only child. Her childhood, in a nutshell, was generally quiet. IT was pleasing, it was uneventful. It wasn't anything that she couldn't ask for, and it wasn't anything that she could say she hated. Even if she was born the only albino in her family, her parents never seemed to dislike the pasty white female in any shape or form; in fact, they adored her. Aurelie was spoiled from birth as the only child, only a few number of years younger than Angelica. She was seen as pure and clean; she was seen as beautiful in their wholehearted opinions. Hence, she was spoiled. She was doted on by her family, and she was beloved by the rest of her relatives. [break][break]
✎ But this love was suffocating, and it was only given to her as their way to coax her into being a certain way. She was expected to fit a certain stereotype; her family was sexist. They wanted her to act feminine and polite; pleasant and lady-like. Just like Angelica, and she hated it. Though she loved Angelica to bits, she couldn't find it in herself to obey. As she was growing up, she became an increasingly rebellious, tomboyish girl who preferred to wreck havoc in the house, rather than clean it up. Her parents grew increasingly frustrated with the little girl, but that never stopped her from doing whatever the hell she wanted. Though her family attempted to contain her, she'd only rebuttal with even more resistance until her family couldn't take it anymore; until they ultimately alienated her from the household itself. [break][break]
✎ In her earlier years of school, she eventually moved over to Lumiose City to study in an exchange program. There, she found a petite Skitty gijinka who was being severely bullied for being a gijinka, something that didn't sit well with her. Though small, she was a rebellious and violent little one. In those few weeks of her exchange program, she became close friends with the gijinka in spite of their age gap. The gijinka she eventually learned to be named Vivian was a bright little thing. Unfortunately, the girl suffered from numerous bruises; all of which she brushed off as her chasing things and doing her own thing to bump into things. Aurelie was unaware of the abuse that Vivian suffered from, and ultimately brushed it off. The two of them were too young to exchange contact information at the time, and therefore the two never spoke again after Aurelie returned to Anistar. [break][break]
✎ Thinking back on it, her parents weren't a big part of her life because she didn't want them to. Aurelie had always been an intelligent and independant child, which explained why she wanted so little to do with the mom and dad. The mom and dad who tried tried to mould their daughter into the person they wanted her to be through masked kindness. She could practically feel the toxic kindness, the passive aggressiveness that was directed towards her. For the majority of her earlier years, she couldn't stand the feeling of being oppressed in her own home. With that, she often went out to do her own things - but as a result? She ultimately started to skip out in school and.. Found less and less interest in it. By the time she hit her early teenage years she was.. Doing some pretty stupid things out of peer pressure. Things that she's not fond of, and friends whom she would rather not talk about. [break][break]
✎ By the time she turned thirteen, her household and her community in general became too toxic for her to handle. As a result, she resorted to isolating herself from them even more to stop herself from engaging in more.. Dangerous activities. Unfortunately for her, said "friends" broke into her house and ended up attacking her without a warning one night, being deemed a "traitor" amongst their group. This was how her parents found out, and their passive aggressive gradually shifted into full out physical and verbal abuse. The transition was far too large and hard on her, and in a a year it fuelled her depression and sentimentality all the more.
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for some reason “YES” is what I said
✎ At the age of fourteen, she ran away from home to live with her cousins; Angelica and Elizabeth. Seeing how the two of them chose to live separately from the rest of the family, she thought that it would be best for her to.. At least go with someone she knows. Hence the girl found herself hiding out with the two of them in their apartment. At the age of fourteen, Aurelie began to look for potential jobs - after dropping out of school, of course. Unfortunately for her, the fact that a young teen stopped attending school was less than desirable as a worker, and hence she suffered from financial difficulties, along with the other two cousins. Thankfully however, with Angelica's occupation as a model, they were.. At least capable of making a living. Elizabeth began to act as a make-up artist to make a decent penny at school, and eventually she began to work from home, as well. [break][break]
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The bad thing ‘bout having regrets
✎ In her pursuits for a job, she was introduced to Sophia Bell through Elizabeth, who taught her how to play around with music and sounds and the like. From there, Aurelie developed a growing interest and eventual passion in the musical arts - quick to pick it up an begin composing her own music and remixes. With Sophia's help, she began posting these remixes and the like online - which rapidly grew in popularity. At the age of fifteen, she was offered a position and job in a recording company - one of which she was quick to accept. From there, Aurelie has been able to support both herself and her cousins through the money she makes with her music. [break][break]
✎ It was in this time where she met a young woman named Reagan - someone who worked in the same field as she did as a DJ. The two began creating their own remixes and collaborations more often, and eventually the two grew to be very close friends. This was also the age where she met Reagan's boyfriend; Tae Seung, along with his siblings. And as usual, Aurelie was able to make quick friends and get along with the group rather easily. Even though they were all doing their own things, Aurelie always ensured to make time to hang out with her friends without any qualms. At the age of Seventeen, she met a young boy who was just a couple years older than her. He, too, was part of the music industry and the two of them hit it off rather well. From there, she gradually began to develop feelings for him and the two of them ultimately started a relationship. The two of them seemed nearly inseparable and hell, she often went over to visit him for the night and etc. [break][break]
✎ He got along with Angelica, however Aurelie could feel that Elizabeth didn't.. Like him. Not in the slightest, in fact. Aurelie always brushed off Elizabeth's warnings and sneers towards her boyfriend, along with Reagan, and usually deemed it as a teenager being a teenager.
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is if you can fool them, then you’re innocent
✎ The relationship was stable and seemed to be going pretty well. Aurelie was able to see Eric once every few days and went out on dates; the two of them had a good balance between interaction and solitude, and the two of them really did get along. It was clear that Aurelie adored him, and it was clear that Eric returned the love in it's full extent. What irritated her if anything, however, was how he always seemed to forget when her birthday was. Though there were the petty arguments here and there, they would ultimately make up and move on with their lives. They seemed inseparable. They seemed like a perfect, adorable little couple. They seemed that way, but there were so many things wrong with it. Things that were wrong with it, that she should have picked up. She should have picked up, but she didn't. She didn't, because she her judgement was blinded by her love. [break][break]
✎ Behind the closed doors, Eric sexually abused her. He would push himself onto her without consent, but eventually got her to give it even when she was screaming no in her head. At one point, he actually gathered many other men - or as he called them, "friends" - who would all enjoy themselves with Aurelie. She did.. Many things that she wouldn't usually do, but all she knew was that she loved him, and therefore she should try her best for him to love her in return. Hence, she quietly complied and agreed. Though at first she was reluctant, the sad thing is that over four the four years they had been dating, it became a normal thing for her. She thought that by doing this, he would stay loyal no matter what. Even if she was committing the act with numerous other men under his order, he would know that her heart only belonged to him. [break][break]
✎ On her twentieth birthday, Valentines day, she was intending to go see Eric. She finished work earlier and went out to get him a Valentine's Day present, keeping in mind what he liked and what he wanted. For once, she did pay closer attention on what she should wear so that they could go on a date later that day, and she was practically giddy over her head. She was just about to approach his apartment until she saw Reagan standing out there; which she found odd. Earlier that day, Reagan had told her that she was too busy, but they would be able to hang out later in the evening to celebrate her birthday. Curious and skeptical, she slowly began to close in on the two of them using her Zorua's illusion - more to conceal her presence. [break][break]
✎ She was able to sneak in with her Zorua before the door closed, and though it was wrong, she found herself spying on her boyfriend and her best friend. While initially, things were nice and platonic - things took a drastic turn. It was such a drastic turn that.. She didn't know what to think of this. In the next moment, she found her best friend and her boyfriend making out like no tomorrow. She was there, listening them whispering to those sweet nothings and dissing her without another thought. Aurelie was staring in utter silence as she watched the two of them expressing whatever love they had for each other, until it became too much for the poor girl to handle. In a fit of rage and grief, the girl recalled her Zorua to turn down the illusion. Aurelie confronted the two of them on the spot, watching as they attempted to throw the other under the bus with their lies. Of course, Aurelie didn't take any of that. The albino woman dumped her boyfriend on the spot and cut her ties from him, taking the initiative to delete him from her life, along with Reagan. [break][break]
✎ What hurt her the most was how she found out Eric was only using her; he was using her as a side. He was toying with her; for the past four years, he was only toying with her and making fun of her. He was using her to get money out of others guys; he was selling her out to prostitution when in reality while maintaining a partner affair with Reagan. She was introduced to him through Reagan and.. Finding this out? That her boyfriend only got with her because he wanted to use her for money, and her best friend was partially in on this..? Partially, because Reagan didn't know to what level he would go. But in the end, he was capable of exploiting money and he shared the spoils with her ex-best friend.
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I only know how to lie
✎ But she was heartbroken; for the next few months, Aurelie closed herself off from the world. After finding out that Eric was cheating on her, - and on her birthday no less, - she was less than willing to open her heart up to anyone else in the fear and paranoia of being used as a "side" piece. Though there were many times he attempted to contact her again, Aurelie blocked him out without hesitation. Not only that, but her once closest friend - Reagan - continuously attempted to contact Aurelie in hopes to "apologize". Unfortunately, the albino woman was far too filled with heartbreak and rage to respond. [break][break]
✎ Thus, she suffered from the betrayal of an old friend, and her previous love. In attempts to forget her pain and drown away her sorrows, Aurelie began to engage in drinking and alcohol consumption to leave the reality; even if for a little while. Unfortunately for her, she found that her high alcohol tolerance resulted in her having to consume large amounts before finally feeling a haze - hence started her unhealthy drinking habits. As though that wasn't enough, she eventually found out that her drinking until she was wasted at bars led to her doing.. Less than desirable acts with complete strangers in bars. There have been countless times where she had been assaulted. To this day however, she's barely able to remember any of them. After learning about this, she started to drink from home.[break][break]
✎ However one night, after a sudden depression spike, she found an anonymous video that was sent to her. Said video contained a recording of.. Earlier mentioned event. It had been taken without her consent, showing an indecent side of her while wasted. Along with the video was a threat of blackmail, while truthfully scared the albino out of her mind. For the next week or so, she was too scared to leave the house or to show her face in general. Thankfully it hadn't been released, however. After finding out about the threat and video, her younger cousin Elizabeth used a tie she had with a hacker friend to remove the video and ensure that it never existed in the first place; but even after that, Aurelie has always become much, much more cautious in public. Though she doesn't come off as such, has an underlying paranoia around cameras.
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I guess I really can’t dodge it this time
✎ After the events with Reagan and Eric, Aurelie was compelled to tell Reagan's current boyfriend at the time - Tae - about her actions behind both their backs. This was an act of both revenge and concern for Tae, because she pitied him. She didn't want him to go through the same surprise and shock that she had gone through, hence why she had no qualms in pulling him aside to spill the beans. Whereas he was skeptical about her claims at first, that didn't change the fact that he couldn't brush her words like they were nothing. True to what she said, Tae eventually found out that Reagan had been cheating on him for the past six years; leaving Tae devastated. [break][break]
✎ After that series of events, Aurelie attempted to support Tae the same way he supported her. She grew closer to both Tae and Ji-Yeon, visiting them both more often with that regular smile on her face. Aurelie however, was intent on keeping her drinking habits a secret from the both of them. When she was invite out to drink, she'd often turn the offer down due to previous issues and the like. However one day, she found that Tae had been acting off. It wasn't long until she found out that he was still seeing Reagan; much to Aurelie's disdain. Many scoldings were given on that day, and as time went on, she began to defend Tae from Reagan the majority of the time she was there. Seeing that the two of them were in the same industry and shared the same profession, the two of them developed an intense rivalry - along with a mutual dislike and tension. [break][break]
✎ Later on that year, she and her cousins moved over to Lyeant after the war had ended. This was both because Angelica's husband - Christopher - had work in the recently recovering region and Angelica herself found his intention to be noble; noble enough to follow him.
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Mayday! Tell me who I really am, did you figure out-
✎ More recently however, is news regarding her youngest cousin; Elizabeth Chastain. Aurelie grew closer to Lizzy as the two of them shared a concern over Angelica's ever wavering mentality, working together in attempts to help her. However she noticed that Elizabeth had been paying close attention to her screen, so one day she went into her room to take a look while she wasn't home. There, she had found out various notes scribbled on note pads and papers, containing information that was gathered on one person. The woman learned that her youngest cousin had been spying on Angelica's husband, Christopher. And say; the things that she found were baffling to say the least. [break][break]
✎ It was among this information that she found out Angelica was living in blissful ignorance. Whereas Aurelie was aware that her heart was broken from a boyfriend cheating on her, she found that Christopher had been cheating on Angelica for years on end; for the past fourteen years through their dating phases and even through their marriage. Aurelie could only stare at this information in near disbelief until she turned on a screen. There, she found a camera that was bugged onto Lizzy's necklace - a precious gift that was given to her from Angelica. The moment that she turned the camera on, however, she found the face of Christopher getting alarmingly close to Lizzy. She witnessed the man attempting to assault the young high schooler, and Aurelie could already feel her blood boiling. [break][break]
✎ Then she heard a crash through the feed. In Lizzy's hand was a broken beaker that she used to attack the man with to defend herself. It wasn't long until she found the girl leaning back, and she could see through the feed that she was leaning out of a window. With a strong shove, the man snatched the necklace and held it in his hand. With final, taunting words, he directed the camera over to Lizzy, who was being held just outside the window. The sight horrified Aurelie and before she could get up and do anything else, she watched as her little cousin fell to her death. [break][break]
✎ And though Christopher broke the lens, she could still hear through the tiny speaker. She was able to hear the talking as the man slipped the necklace into his pocket, spouting lies and slander to his co-worker, Vivian. What pissed her off was how Vivian could believe him so easily, but at the same time, she found herself taking a deep breath before redirecting her anger onto the man. When night fell, however, she learned that he was using the other teacher as just another side piece. As she listened in, she grew to believe that the younger teacher genuinely loved Chris-- Which only prompted Aurelie to dislike him all the more. But even then, she knew that Angelica possibly.. Wouldn't believe her. Therefore, Aurelie focused more on trying to stabilize Angelica while doing her best to keep her away from her husband.
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the me you knew was just a sham?
✎ Currently, Aurelie has aligned herself with the Republic and is still living with Angelica; more to pay closer attention to her mentality. It was there where she started to learn why Elizabeth was so worried about her. She learned that Angelica suffered from severe psychosis and schizophrenia, and was suspected to show signs of an ever-growing psychopathy. While it wasn't apparent through interaction, she was quick to learn that Angelica wasn't the little angel that the majority made her out to be. Knowing this, Aurelie was even more determined to stay by her side; especially with what could happen to the poor girl when she found out what Christopher was going. In fact, the only thing keeping Aurelie from saying anything is because she knows about the mental toll it would take on Angelica. She doesn't know when the woman will snap nor what will happen when she does. [break][break]
✎ Aurelie began acting on her own as a freelance DJ, however she has worked with other musicians in Lyeant. She's trying to make a decent living with her career, while also balancing out her social life an her own personal issues. Though the war hasn't affected her as much - nor has her alignment - her values are still there and - surprisingly - she's willing to fight for her cause should the event demand her to.
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there is nothing left to take, but i still try to reach. try to swallow it all down, yet i can't seem to breathe. just a single pill of mine, nothing else would suffice - i take it in, now i'm alive. my phone is set on lock, and i don't really care. there's a tangle and a knot that i cannot repair. i'm a tragedy, i'm ugly, i'm trying to hide. i say "hello", then wave "goodbye". see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honestly. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see it run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i still refuse to believe.
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see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
>>> TL;DR
there is nothing left to take, but i still try to reach. try to swallow it all down, yet i can't seem to breathe. just a single pill of mine, nothing else would suffice - i take it in, now i'm alive. my phone is set on lock, and i don't really care. there's a tangle and a knot that i cannot repair. i'm a tragedy, i'm ugly, i'm trying to hide. i say "hello", then wave "goodbye". see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honestly. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see it run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i still refuse to believe.
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>>> FRIENDSHIP
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
PLOT IDEA #1
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
>>> HATESHIP
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
PLOT IDEA #1
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
>>> LOVESHIP
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
PLOT IDEA #1
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
>>> WANTED
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
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