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Naoru is the kind of guy that most people would feel comfortable to talk to, but no one would feel the need to care about. He is polite and benevolent, but barely leaves much impact on anyone’s memory after a first meeting. He is generally withdrawn and keeps to himself, always diverting the conversation when it would be time to talk about him. As someone with an almost nonexistent self-esteem, it’s not surprising he would rather want to do anything but be in the spotlight. He tends not to show emotions, and he appears to be always content, constantly having a faint smile to mask any and all other emotion that would threaten to bubble up.[break][break]
His politeness is often too much, sometimes it seems to be more of a necessity than actual good-will, and also just another way to keep the comfortable distance from others. He has problems, many of them, but he just waves it all aside like it is nothing, and instead focuses on the person he converses with. It seems as if he always has something on his mind, like he is overthinking everything, being distracted by the smallest of occurrences. He is detached, loses track of himself and his though process, and he feels as if he isn’t at the right place, or not in the right body. It is a strange feeling, but he refuses to let it affect him, or show it outward. He would often hide away from people until it feels he is alright, when he has recharged, and can go out into the world again, like a true introvert. He loves to hang out with people, but there is always a point when he reaches his limit.[break][break]
His unease of physical contact is just another thing that would keep people away, and he is really okay with that. He wasn’t exactly sure when it started, or what exactly triggered it, but touching anyone, or receiving contact is something that makes him jump and flinch away. He tends to mask the reaction with a smile so not to alarm anyone of it, but it is just another thing that shies people away. As if he doesn’t desire contact, as if just being near would make him feel disgusted, when it is anything but. He can’t change the mind of people though, so unless he sucks it up and bears with the contact, he feels he wouldn’t be able to be accepted.[break][break]
He is always curious about others’ well-being, and is usually rather pushy when it comes to getting answers. While he sees no reason for others to care about him, he can care greatly and gravely. Even if he can not get answers, he would do his best to make the suffering party comfortable, either distracting them with talking about mundane things or a little game of cards. Coaxing others to ease up and accept his help is something he is used to, and he would not let them go without proper care. Even if he can not help, he would at least want to see his friends when he knows they are suffering. It is as if he has an imaginary roster in his mind, and he could not rest until all of his acquaintances are checked as healthy. He has a feeling caring is what would bring his demise, but he can’t quite acknowledge that yet.[break][break]
His curiosity goes beyond that. He likes to know how certain things work, so even if it is just to figure out the mechanic behind a simple concept like a pokemon’s signature attack, he would dive into the unknown to figure it all out. Rather than seeing the result he loves going through the process of thinking up possibilities. Give him something to work on, and once you see him raise his hand to his chin, he is lost in thought. Another reason for this might be that he is actually afraid of the unknown. He disliked unpredictable things, or at least those that he can not predict. Not being aware of anything scares him, like he is afraid of what lurks beneath the surface of the ocean.[break][break]
Due to the many outside stimuli he receives for being a psychic type gijinka, he gets exhausted mentally much easier than others. Seemingly, he is constantly tired, and would rather observe a situation than taking part. He needs more sleep than others, but at the same time, because his brainwaves are never resting, he rarely gets a good night sleep, and often ends up being awake at midnight anyway.[break][break]
As opposed to his politeness, he has zero tolerance for nonsense. He can get sarcastic and cynical when he hears something extraordinarily dumb, and will not hold back his snarky comments either. God save us from the nice guy who gets fed up with stupidity, but at least that might prove he has some fire and humor to his personality. Might. People who show care toward him, or praise him might get the same treatment. Strangely enough, rather than being embarrassed (though that can happen too), he will just get angry and make a fuss whenever one of his positive aspects is pointed out loud.[break][break]
Talking about humor, he allows himself more sarcastic comments and some fun when he is around people he feels comfortable with. Good friends will notice that he gets less and less polite, more direct, and in turn, less and less cold socially. There were occasions when he was even said to be smooth, replying in a manner that told he would be a real ladies man if he had any confidence to back up his thoughts. He gets flustered by the most ridiculous things, and that is truly a sight to behold. If anyone realized he kept and treasured the hairclips his sister put in his hair when they were little, he would hide away from the world forever.[break][break]
Naoru is the kind of guy that most people would feel comfortable to talk to, but no one would feel the need to care about. He is polite and benevolent, but barely leaves much impact on anyone’s memory after a first meeting. He is generally withdrawn and keeps to himself, always diverting the conversation when it would be time to talk about him. As someone with an almost nonexistent self-esteem, it’s not surprising he would rather want to do anything but be in the spotlight. He tends not to show emotions, and he appears to be always content, constantly having a faint smile to mask any and all other emotion that would threaten to bubble up.[break][break]
His politeness is often too much, sometimes it seems to be more of a necessity than actual good-will, and also just another way to keep the comfortable distance from others. He has problems, many of them, but he just waves it all aside like it is nothing, and instead focuses on the person he converses with. It seems as if he always has something on his mind, like he is overthinking everything, being distracted by the smallest of occurrences. He is detached, loses track of himself and his though process, and he feels as if he isn’t at the right place, or not in the right body. It is a strange feeling, but he refuses to let it affect him, or show it outward. He would often hide away from people until it feels he is alright, when he has recharged, and can go out into the world again, like a true introvert. He loves to hang out with people, but there is always a point when he reaches his limit.[break][break]
His unease of physical contact is just another thing that would keep people away, and he is really okay with that. He wasn’t exactly sure when it started, or what exactly triggered it, but touching anyone, or receiving contact is something that makes him jump and flinch away. He tends to mask the reaction with a smile so not to alarm anyone of it, but it is just another thing that shies people away. As if he doesn’t desire contact, as if just being near would make him feel disgusted, when it is anything but. He can’t change the mind of people though, so unless he sucks it up and bears with the contact, he feels he wouldn’t be able to be accepted.[break][break]
He is always curious about others’ well-being, and is usually rather pushy when it comes to getting answers. While he sees no reason for others to care about him, he can care greatly and gravely. Even if he can not get answers, he would do his best to make the suffering party comfortable, either distracting them with talking about mundane things or a little game of cards. Coaxing others to ease up and accept his help is something he is used to, and he would not let them go without proper care. Even if he can not help, he would at least want to see his friends when he knows they are suffering. It is as if he has an imaginary roster in his mind, and he could not rest until all of his acquaintances are checked as healthy. He has a feeling caring is what would bring his demise, but he can’t quite acknowledge that yet.[break][break]
His curiosity goes beyond that. He likes to know how certain things work, so even if it is just to figure out the mechanic behind a simple concept like a pokemon’s signature attack, he would dive into the unknown to figure it all out. Rather than seeing the result he loves going through the process of thinking up possibilities. Give him something to work on, and once you see him raise his hand to his chin, he is lost in thought. Another reason for this might be that he is actually afraid of the unknown. He disliked unpredictable things, or at least those that he can not predict. Not being aware of anything scares him, like he is afraid of what lurks beneath the surface of the ocean.[break][break]
Due to the many outside stimuli he receives for being a psychic type gijinka, he gets exhausted mentally much easier than others. Seemingly, he is constantly tired, and would rather observe a situation than taking part. He needs more sleep than others, but at the same time, because his brainwaves are never resting, he rarely gets a good night sleep, and often ends up being awake at midnight anyway.[break][break]
As opposed to his politeness, he has zero tolerance for nonsense. He can get sarcastic and cynical when he hears something extraordinarily dumb, and will not hold back his snarky comments either. God save us from the nice guy who gets fed up with stupidity, but at least that might prove he has some fire and humor to his personality. Might. People who show care toward him, or praise him might get the same treatment. Strangely enough, rather than being embarrassed (though that can happen too), he will just get angry and make a fuss whenever one of his positive aspects is pointed out loud.[break][break]
Talking about humor, he allows himself more sarcastic comments and some fun when he is around people he feels comfortable with. Good friends will notice that he gets less and less polite, more direct, and in turn, less and less cold socially. There were occasions when he was even said to be smooth, replying in a manner that told he would be a real ladies man if he had any confidence to back up his thoughts. He gets flustered by the most ridiculous things, and that is truly a sight to behold. If anyone realized he kept and treasured the hairclips his sister put in his hair when they were little, he would hide away from the world forever.[break][break]
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Naoru’s life started, in most sense, really ordinarily. Normal family, normal house, normal relationships. It almost felt like the many problems in Lyneant were happening in a different dimension, and they were surrounded by a bubble of safety. For a while, at least. The family being gijinkasof the Ralts line, of course, gave them some problems with the avid haters of the non-human species, but they could always deal with those, mostly by hiding their powers and posing as ordinary humans. That was their best option, trying not to stand out, never to give a reason to be shunned.[break][break]
Change, however, always comes and wrecks the sanctuary that was built. Naoru’s parents were researchers, mostly dealing with pokemon and other general fields of biology, and though they were quiet about their foundings, they caught the attention of the wrong kind of people. Their home was raided, his mother was killed, and his father was taken to work under pressure and offer his research for Imum’s purposes – at least that was what they believed. The children – Naoru, as well as his younger brother and younger sister – were taken to be lab rats in the same institution. They underwent various genetic experiments, being precious Ralts-line gijinkas, and were subjected to medical tests that examined their reactions to drugs and possible alterations of gijinka species.[break][break]
In the midst of all that, Naoru took it upon himself to lessen the burden on his younger siblings. By taking interest in the research itself, he nearly willingly gave himself up to take the brunt of the medications they experimented with. His sole interest, however, was to keep attention to himself and protect his siblings, all the while making sure that his parents wouldn’t get in danger either for their children misbehaving. It was incredibly exhausting, but when not in the lab, they could actually have some time to themselves, keeping a weird illusion of an actual life. In his free time, Naoru studied and read up on biology, physics and other scientific fields that could prove useful with pokemon research. His parents were delighted and wary at the same time seeing that their oldest boy would want to continue in their footsteps, but they didn’t desire to stop his interests. If anything, Naoru at least knew now what the worse that could happen was while doing a research with widely sought-after results. He would be careful with whatever he found, and would choose his affiliates well. But he wasn’t even sure who he should trust. They weren’t even sure anymore who exactly it was that held them stranded in the lab, so choosing sides was even more harder after that.[break][break]
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Mind Over Matter
Naoru’s life started, in most sense, really ordinarily. Normal family, normal house, normal relationships. It almost felt like the many problems in Lyneant were happening in a different dimension, and they were surrounded by a bubble of safety. For a while, at least. The family being gijinkasof the Ralts line, of course, gave them some problems with the avid haters of the non-human species, but they could always deal with those, mostly by hiding their powers and posing as ordinary humans. That was their best option, trying not to stand out, never to give a reason to be shunned.[break][break]
Change, however, always comes and wrecks the sanctuary that was built. Naoru’s parents were researchers, mostly dealing with pokemon and other general fields of biology, and though they were quiet about their foundings, they caught the attention of the wrong kind of people. Their home was raided, his mother was killed, and his father was taken to work under pressure and offer his research for Imum’s purposes – at least that was what they believed. The children – Naoru, as well as his younger brother and younger sister – were taken to be lab rats in the same institution. They underwent various genetic experiments, being precious Ralts-line gijinkas, and were subjected to medical tests that examined their reactions to drugs and possible alterations of gijinka species.[break][break]
In the midst of all that, Naoru took it upon himself to lessen the burden on his younger siblings. By taking interest in the research itself, he nearly willingly gave himself up to take the brunt of the medications they experimented with. His sole interest, however, was to keep attention to himself and protect his siblings, all the while making sure that his parents wouldn’t get in danger either for their children misbehaving. It was incredibly exhausting, but when not in the lab, they could actually have some time to themselves, keeping a weird illusion of an actual life. In his free time, Naoru studied and read up on biology, physics and other scientific fields that could prove useful with pokemon research. His parents were delighted and wary at the same time seeing that their oldest boy would want to continue in their footsteps, but they didn’t desire to stop his interests. If anything, Naoru at least knew now what the worse that could happen was while doing a research with widely sought-after results. He would be careful with whatever he found, and would choose his affiliates well. But he wasn’t even sure who he should trust. They weren’t even sure anymore who exactly it was that held them stranded in the lab, so choosing sides was even more harder after that.[break][break]
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there is nothing left to take, but i still try to reach. try to swallow it all down, yet i can't seem to breathe. just a single pill of mine, nothing else would suffice - i take it in, now i'm alive. my phone is set on lock, and i don't really care. there's a tangle and a knot that i cannot repair. i'm a tragedy, i'm ugly, i'm trying to hide. i say "hello", then wave "goodbye". see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honestly. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see it run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i still refuse to believe.
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see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
>>> TL;DR
there is nothing left to take, but i still try to reach. try to swallow it all down, yet i can't seem to breathe. just a single pill of mine, nothing else would suffice - i take it in, now i'm alive. my phone is set on lock, and i don't really care. there's a tangle and a knot that i cannot repair. i'm a tragedy, i'm ugly, i'm trying to hide. i say "hello", then wave "goodbye". see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honestly. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see it run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i still refuse to believe.
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>>> FRIENDSHIP
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
PLOT IDEA #1
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
>>> HATESHIP
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
PLOT IDEA #1
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
>>> LOVESHIP
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
PLOT IDEA #1
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
>>> WANTED
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
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played by MAGIERTAMA/
age TWENTY-NINE/
timezone CET +1/
contact DISCORD, PM
portrayed by
AIN from ELSWORD
[break]
played by MAGIERTAMA/
age TWENTY-NINE/
timezone CET +1/
contact DISCORD, PM
