Jan 15, 2018 19:35:04 GMT -6
Post by Vivian Nguyen on Jan 15, 2018 19:35:04 GMT -6
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Turn the other way, because Vivian is a dull woman. [break][break]
Thien Vy Nguyen is just your normal, everyday teacher who spends the majority of her day reading, working, or marking. She's that one teacher who really has no life, and that one teacher who literally lives under a rock. Her students view her as someone who's boring as all hell, and honestly, she does have to scold some people for falling asleep in the middle of her class. She's someone who will probably smack you on the back of the head with a rolled up paper if you're not paying attention to class, or she would call you out in the middle of her lesson if you fall asleep. She's just your average teacher; with no life outside of her career. That much is a fact; and it's that fact that.. Has probably stopped her from expecting much from her life. Vivian is certainly not approachable; she's far too quiet. Vivian is a quiet and gentle soul, who doesn't dare stand in the way of others when she can help it or when she knows she doesn't have the power to/in the position to. In the end, she's a reserved person. [break][break]
Vivian, in a nutshell, is someone who would rather keep to herself. It doesn't matter how much you try to talk to her; the odds of you getting more than a few words out of her are slim to none outside of her workplace. Even if you can somehow get something out of her, it's most likely not going to be much. As a result, she isn't exactly the most.. Social person to hang around. If anything, the people around her would get bored before she even opens her mouth. However, that's not to say that she's terrible at speaking to people when she does. Out of work or in work, the woman is very professional and polite, knowing when to mind her manners and when to speak up. She's self-regulated and generally organized, having the internal, personal qualities to make up for her lack of skill when interacting. That being said, she's quite self-sufficient. [break][break]
That being said, she's also very practical and logical, often times being capable of handling complex or otherwise vexing situations with relative ease. Her composure and ability to stay level-headed isn't something to doubt, especially when under pressure. That is.. This only really applies to work. She's a diligent young woman, who uses her time efficiently and ensures productivity above all else. She's probably one of the best working partners you could get, mainly because she does her fair share of the work and you can trust that she'll try her best to comply with whatever you're saying. She's a fairly patient person; enough to stay quiet and listen to you ramble on, and on, and on. You can mess up time and time again, and she'll forgive you for every single time. You can annoy her to the world's end, and she'll try her best not to snap back. Hell, even if or when she does, it'll be fairly subtle. [break][break]
But that's enough of her professional, quiet side. If there's something that few people know, is that she's actually very awkward and.. Pretty much of a dork when it comes to social interaction; especially when she's the one who's trying to start a conversation. Vivian doesn't know how to hold a conversation, and sometimes she ends up sputtering over her words and going quiet just so she doesn't humiliate herself even more. That being said, she's extremely apologetic to the point it can actually get annoying; hell, she'll apologize for apologizing so much. Assuming you can get her to start talking, however, people would find that under the seemingly cold and often misunderstood, cruel exterior, she's a gullible individual; alarmingly so. Though she's acutely aware of it and occasionally recognizes it, she's far too forgiving, and as a result, it makes her an easy target to manipulate. It doesn't matter how many times you lie to her; because in the end, she'll forgive you. Even if you don't ask for her forgiveness; she's foolish in that way. That being said, she's also a terrible liar herself; she's transparent. Vivian, though does try to lie on the few occasions, can't lie for the life of her. She'll start stuttering, avoiding eye contact, and nearly tremble when trying to fib her way out of anything; which never bodes well for her. [break][break]
Last thing to mention; that's how she is around strangers, then that's how she is around.. The closest thing she can get to friends. In terms of close relationships (family and very close friends), she's much more calm. She comes off as more assertive if anything; but unfortunately, that doesn't show when she's being pushed around. Most people would be able to pick up that she can be and will be sentimental, with hints of cynical here and there. Unfortunately, she's fully aware that people take advantage of her, and she's very unwilling to do anything against it; purely because she lacks a sense of self worth altogether. Regardless, she's faithful and as loyal as they come; humble and modest little one. [break][break]
... Purely because in her opinion, everyone's worth more than she is.
Turn the other way, because Vivian is a dull woman. [break][break]
Thien Vy Nguyen is just your normal, everyday teacher who spends the majority of her day reading, working, or marking. She's that one teacher who really has no life, and that one teacher who literally lives under a rock. Her students view her as someone who's boring as all hell, and honestly, she does have to scold some people for falling asleep in the middle of her class. She's someone who will probably smack you on the back of the head with a rolled up paper if you're not paying attention to class, or she would call you out in the middle of her lesson if you fall asleep. She's just your average teacher; with no life outside of her career. That much is a fact; and it's that fact that.. Has probably stopped her from expecting much from her life. Vivian is certainly not approachable; she's far too quiet. Vivian is a quiet and gentle soul, who doesn't dare stand in the way of others when she can help it or when she knows she doesn't have the power to/in the position to. In the end, she's a reserved person. [break][break]
Vivian, in a nutshell, is someone who would rather keep to herself. It doesn't matter how much you try to talk to her; the odds of you getting more than a few words out of her are slim to none outside of her workplace. Even if you can somehow get something out of her, it's most likely not going to be much. As a result, she isn't exactly the most.. Social person to hang around. If anything, the people around her would get bored before she even opens her mouth. However, that's not to say that she's terrible at speaking to people when she does. Out of work or in work, the woman is very professional and polite, knowing when to mind her manners and when to speak up. She's self-regulated and generally organized, having the internal, personal qualities to make up for her lack of skill when interacting. That being said, she's quite self-sufficient. [break][break]
That being said, she's also very practical and logical, often times being capable of handling complex or otherwise vexing situations with relative ease. Her composure and ability to stay level-headed isn't something to doubt, especially when under pressure. That is.. This only really applies to work. She's a diligent young woman, who uses her time efficiently and ensures productivity above all else. She's probably one of the best working partners you could get, mainly because she does her fair share of the work and you can trust that she'll try her best to comply with whatever you're saying. She's a fairly patient person; enough to stay quiet and listen to you ramble on, and on, and on. You can mess up time and time again, and she'll forgive you for every single time. You can annoy her to the world's end, and she'll try her best not to snap back. Hell, even if or when she does, it'll be fairly subtle. [break][break]
But that's enough of her professional, quiet side. If there's something that few people know, is that she's actually very awkward and.. Pretty much of a dork when it comes to social interaction; especially when she's the one who's trying to start a conversation. Vivian doesn't know how to hold a conversation, and sometimes she ends up sputtering over her words and going quiet just so she doesn't humiliate herself even more. That being said, she's extremely apologetic to the point it can actually get annoying; hell, she'll apologize for apologizing so much. Assuming you can get her to start talking, however, people would find that under the seemingly cold and often misunderstood, cruel exterior, she's a gullible individual; alarmingly so. Though she's acutely aware of it and occasionally recognizes it, she's far too forgiving, and as a result, it makes her an easy target to manipulate. It doesn't matter how many times you lie to her; because in the end, she'll forgive you. Even if you don't ask for her forgiveness; she's foolish in that way. That being said, she's also a terrible liar herself; she's transparent. Vivian, though does try to lie on the few occasions, can't lie for the life of her. She'll start stuttering, avoiding eye contact, and nearly tremble when trying to fib her way out of anything; which never bodes well for her. [break][break]
Last thing to mention; that's how she is around strangers, then that's how she is around.. The closest thing she can get to friends. In terms of close relationships (family and very close friends), she's much more calm. She comes off as more assertive if anything; but unfortunately, that doesn't show when she's being pushed around. Most people would be able to pick up that she can be and will be sentimental, with hints of cynical here and there. Unfortunately, she's fully aware that people take advantage of her, and she's very unwilling to do anything against it; purely because she lacks a sense of self worth altogether. Regardless, she's faithful and as loyal as they come; humble and modest little one. [break][break]
... Purely because in her opinion, everyone's worth more than she is.
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So I suppose we really were in love[break]
Even if times were hard we were clinging from the start
So I suppose we really were in love[break]
Even if times were hard we were clinging from the start
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TW: Child Abuse[break][break]
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TW: Severe Bullying[break][break]
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Abilities
- Normal typing; So she's weak to fighting attacks and aren't affected by ghost types. And Vice versa.
- Delcatty ears on top of her head, inheriting an acute sense of hearing. However, it's also fairly sensitive so she's more prone to loud sounds.
- Pretty much nocturnal; she's more active at night than she is in the day, and therefore really not a morning person.
- Capable of using Attract and Sing, along with Protect and Hyper Voice.
- Ability is cute charm; such that the opposite gender will usually feel some sort of pull or some sort of affection towards her on the emotional level if they come into contact with her.
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Certain words were pierced through you
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- Born to a racist family of humans as a result of a one-night-stand.
- Never knew her father; he was a mystery to her. Mother refused an abortion, thinking that she was the daughter of her mother's current, human boyfriend.
- Mother was devastated when she was born; being exposed for having an affair.
- Both Vivian and her mother was shunned by her family, eventually being disowned and lived with an abusive mother.
- Mother abused her from a young age, even when Vivian was only trying to be a good child.
- Her mother could no longer take the shunning from her family, and eventually lashed her anger into hatred towards Vivian.
- To the point where she went to her family, claiming that she was assaulted by a gijinka. She claimed that she was only taking care of Vivian out of pity, and outright told her own child that she hated her.
- Vivian's mother was accepted into the family; along with Vivian. However, Vivian was forever shunned from her family and treated like an animal. Hell, the pokemon were treated better than she was.
- She grew up thinking that she was at fault; for soiling the family blood.
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It kept me waiting here to hear what's true
TW: Severe Bullying[break][break]
- Eventually began attending a school; mainly comprised of humans
- Bullied for being ai gijinka; her community was very much racist towards her
- Often came home with bruises and injuries, only to have them attacked at home due to child abuse.
- Developed severe depression and an even worse view of herself.
- Temporarily turned into a selective mute, shutting off the majority of emotions for the sake of coping
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And from your wound I saw a fluid flow
- Three year time skip; over to her middle school years
- Her family is still abusing her, and she still being harassed at school
- One day however, she had rocks being thrown at her.
- One rock happened to be a moonstone, prompting her for an early evolution
- Unfortunately, she was still less than willing to fight back, and therefore rode it out.
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To describe it right, I'd call it: "Our broken love"
- Bullying and harassment continued until her high school years; but by then she was heavily, mentally scarred.
- Was unable to receive any sort of counselling or the like.
- At the age of 17, she was by then, studying to become a teacher. Was generally alone for the majority of her high school years.
- There are few relationships she got herself into, however the majority were all broken up with time; or for one reason or another.
- At 18, she gave up on relationships and chose to focus solely on her studies.
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The lack of sympathy and tears I shed
- At the age of 18, she met a student teacher who was working in her school for that last year. In his teacher College years.
- She and the student teacher became increasingly close; even if he was just about three years older than her; he was one of the first people she's opened up to.
- He was also the first and only person whom she has cried to. He is the first person she began to depend on.
- And as a result? She fell in love with him.
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And all the love we make; feels so dead
- Upon graduating, she became a fellow student in teaching with him. She attended the same teacher's college as he did and they became even more close.
- For the first time in forever, Vivian was actually beginning to open up and come off as normal.
- However by the age of twenty, she was unaware that he was actually engaged.
- That being said, she was used as a "side piece" for an affair.
- But of course, she didn't know that. So she only complied to what he was saying and doing.
- To the point where she became so dependant that she began to believe he was the only person she could trust.
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And it describes us well, but do you care?
- The abuse at her home became even more intense - and at the age of 22, she finally started going to work to make money and a living for herself.
- She spent the first year as a teacher to make a living for herself in Kalos, working with her senior in the field.
- Vivian by that point, could only talk to him. Her entire world revolved around him.
- That being said, her family began to leech off her for money, even after she moved out; they started financially abusing her.
- It was also around this time where she adopted a little girl on the streets; who took after her surname.
- At 24 (from what she can remember), a girl from one of her classes committed suicide and attacked her senior when he was just trying to help.
- In reality however, he assaulted the girl and killed her by pushing her out of the window - making it look like a suicide by picking a child that would have a reason for doing so.
- Vivian is still clueless to this day.
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"I'm still in love with you," really?
- Moved over to Lyeant with her adoptive daughter/sister, Stephanie.
- Mainly moved over as a result of her job as a teacher; and partially to follow the man she loves
- Still unaware of the man's crimes and the fact that she's being used.
- Still being used; emotionally, and physically.
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[attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right1"] [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right2"] AMARYLLISKINGDRA #230AMARYLLIS is a MALE pokemon. it's ability is SNIPER. it seems to have a MODEST nature. DRAGON DANGE[break] | [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right1"] [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right2"] HIBISCUSGARDEVOIR #282HIBISCUS is a FEMALE pokemon. it's ability is SYNCRONIZE. it seems to have a MODEST nature. TELEPORT[break] | [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right1"] [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right2"] ROSEUSBLISSEY #242ROSEUS is a FEMALE pokemon. it's ability is NATURAL CURE. it seems to have a DOCILE nature. HEAL PULSE[break] | ||
[attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right1"] [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right2"] DIANTHUSCINCCINO #573DIANTHUS is a FEMALE pokemon. it's ability is CUTE CHARM. it seems to have a QUIRKY nature. SEED BOMB[break] | [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right1"] [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right2"] IRISTOGEKISS #468IRIS is a FEMALE pokemon. it's ability is SUPER LUCK. it seems to have a ADAMANT nature. WISH[break] | [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right1"] [attr="class","taketwoapplicationtab3right2"] ZINNIAROSERADE #407ZINNIA is a FEMALE pokemon. it's ability is POISON POINT. it seems to have a JOLLY nature. SUNNY DAY[break] |
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there is nothing left to take, but i still try to reach. try to swallow it all down, yet i can't seem to breathe. just a single pill of mine, nothing else would suffice - i take it in, now i'm alive. my phone is set on lock, and i don't really care. there's a tangle and a knot that i cannot repair. i'm a tragedy, i'm ugly, i'm trying to hide. i say "hello", then wave "goodbye". see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honestly. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see it run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i still refuse to believe.
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see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
>>> TL;DR
there is nothing left to take, but i still try to reach. try to swallow it all down, yet i can't seem to breathe. just a single pill of mine, nothing else would suffice - i take it in, now i'm alive. my phone is set on lock, and i don't really care. there's a tangle and a knot that i cannot repair. i'm a tragedy, i'm ugly, i'm trying to hide. i say "hello", then wave "goodbye". see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honestly. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see it run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i still refuse to believe.
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>>> FRIENDSHIP
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
PLOT IDEA #1
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
>>> HATESHIP
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
PLOT IDEA #1
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
>>> LOVESHIP
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
PLOT IDEA #1
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2
lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
>>> WANTED
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
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