Mar 17, 2018 13:38:53 GMT -6
Post by Ji Yeon Kyon on Mar 17, 2018 13:38:53 GMT -6
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[attr="class","lost1"]I’m perfectly fine~.
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[attr="class","mouths1"]...I...honestly still can’t believe I’m actually doing this.
Connections could get you far in life. Like...really far. They could land you your dream job. They could possibly even land you all the benefits in life that you never thought you’d need up until you finally got a taste of them for the first time. ...In this person’s case in particular, that second point would probably and eventually be the truest of the true in the coming days for a majority of reasons.
Ji Yeon Kyon herself was seen as a lot of things, no doubt. Erratic. Charismatic. Happy. Chipper. Honestly, the list could go on and on, and as far as most people could tell and care to see, there was really nothing else to her aside from positivity and genuine remarks and the like. Which...was both partially true and partially false in itself. Of course, she really did try her best to be genuine to others. Her generosity was genuine, as was her care and compassion towards others- especially if she found herself taking a glimpse upon the less fortunate, or even the less hopeful. It was always more or less of an instinctive mechanism for her to act as the shining light to those around her; regardless of whether or not she acted as their light in the darkness, or simply acted to the realm of brightness that those around her already exhibited within their everyday lives. You’d never think that a girl like her ever let anything get her down.
...And that right there was where you’d be wrong.
Now, she wouldn’t have blamed you for being wrong. After all, she was independent. It didn’t really seem like it for sure - what with how she was always known to cling to others while teasing them and having her fun in general - but the truth of the matter was that she really, truly was independent. She hated letting others vouch for her for things that mattered the most. She hated asking for help. She hated relying on others, and talking matters out.
But even she realized that she could only go so far with her independence.
So that being said...she finally decided to try and take a step out of her comfort zone. Albeit, it was a reluctant and wholeheartedly hesitant step, but...she vowed to herself that she wouldn’t back out. Mostly because she wouldn’t know what would happen in the event that she did back out and choose to continue handling things on her own- which, in itself, would work out for a good while...beeefore eventually spiraling down like it always did. And that in itself would probably lead to other things. More faked smiles. Eventual breakdowns. Then maybe those would cause her to spiral down - further and further - up until she got desperate enough to-...
...Oh.
Too much information.
...But anyways. Yeah. Steps out of her comfort zone. For once-... Well, openly for once, she felt...anxious. On edge. More than she should by sole virtue of knowing what she was about to sign herself up for. ...Or...already technically signed herself up for. She talked with her brother a lot, and as of late, he had a lot more things to say. Namely about a couple of other girls that he met - both of which were sisters - but as branch off of that, he also talked about another guy that they knew. Guy was apparently a student. College student, specifically, and one that majored in psychology. Or...something like that. But in any case, he was supposedly known for acting as the occasional therapist here and there despite not having the credentials, but the kicker was that his services supposedly worked. ...So she decided to take a leap of faith for once.
She got his number a short while before through the kinds of connections that were mentioned beforehand. Contacted him. Called him up. ...And...here she was now. In the library of a college somewhere in Veherna. Unlike her brother, she didn’t care too much about disguises and the like whenever she headed out in public, so she was really just as normal as she looked in the eyes in the public. Same white hair. Blue eyes. Hoodie. Flannel. Jeggings. The norm for her, really. She greeted many a person along the way, and after a small discussion here and there, she finally made her way over to the college that she was told to go to.
...Looking just a little bit more lost since, honestly.
It was still unfamiliar grounds.
So, after a bit of thought, she merely sighed and took a free seat somewhere on the sidelines before taking her phone out and scrolling through her contacts; eyes looming upon the number belonging to the person she was there to meet before clicking her tongue and slowly tapping in a message.
((Aha… I dunno if I’ve kept you waiting, but...I’m here.))
((...Kinda at a loss, though. Dunno where else to go.))
((I’m sitting somewhere near the entrance, though. ...Sorry for the trouble~.))
Connections could get you far in life. Like...really far. They could land you your dream job. They could possibly even land you all the benefits in life that you never thought you’d need up until you finally got a taste of them for the first time. ...In this person’s case in particular, that second point would probably and eventually be the truest of the true in the coming days for a majority of reasons.
Ji Yeon Kyon herself was seen as a lot of things, no doubt. Erratic. Charismatic. Happy. Chipper. Honestly, the list could go on and on, and as far as most people could tell and care to see, there was really nothing else to her aside from positivity and genuine remarks and the like. Which...was both partially true and partially false in itself. Of course, she really did try her best to be genuine to others. Her generosity was genuine, as was her care and compassion towards others- especially if she found herself taking a glimpse upon the less fortunate, or even the less hopeful. It was always more or less of an instinctive mechanism for her to act as the shining light to those around her; regardless of whether or not she acted as their light in the darkness, or simply acted to the realm of brightness that those around her already exhibited within their everyday lives. You’d never think that a girl like her ever let anything get her down.
...And that right there was where you’d be wrong.
Now, she wouldn’t have blamed you for being wrong. After all, she was independent. It didn’t really seem like it for sure - what with how she was always known to cling to others while teasing them and having her fun in general - but the truth of the matter was that she really, truly was independent. She hated letting others vouch for her for things that mattered the most. She hated asking for help. She hated relying on others, and talking matters out.
But even she realized that she could only go so far with her independence.
So that being said...she finally decided to try and take a step out of her comfort zone. Albeit, it was a reluctant and wholeheartedly hesitant step, but...she vowed to herself that she wouldn’t back out. Mostly because she wouldn’t know what would happen in the event that she did back out and choose to continue handling things on her own- which, in itself, would work out for a good while...beeefore eventually spiraling down like it always did. And that in itself would probably lead to other things. More faked smiles. Eventual breakdowns. Then maybe those would cause her to spiral down - further and further - up until she got desperate enough to-...
...Oh.
Too much information.
...But anyways. Yeah. Steps out of her comfort zone. For once-... Well, openly for once, she felt...anxious. On edge. More than she should by sole virtue of knowing what she was about to sign herself up for. ...Or...already technically signed herself up for. She talked with her brother a lot, and as of late, he had a lot more things to say. Namely about a couple of other girls that he met - both of which were sisters - but as branch off of that, he also talked about another guy that they knew. Guy was apparently a student. College student, specifically, and one that majored in psychology. Or...something like that. But in any case, he was supposedly known for acting as the occasional therapist here and there despite not having the credentials, but the kicker was that his services supposedly worked. ...So she decided to take a leap of faith for once.
She got his number a short while before through the kinds of connections that were mentioned beforehand. Contacted him. Called him up. ...And...here she was now. In the library of a college somewhere in Veherna. Unlike her brother, she didn’t care too much about disguises and the like whenever she headed out in public, so she was really just as normal as she looked in the eyes in the public. Same white hair. Blue eyes. Hoodie. Flannel. Jeggings. The norm for her, really. She greeted many a person along the way, and after a small discussion here and there, she finally made her way over to the college that she was told to go to.
...Looking just a little bit more lost since, honestly.
It was still unfamiliar grounds.
So, after a bit of thought, she merely sighed and took a free seat somewhere on the sidelines before taking her phone out and scrolling through her contacts; eyes looming upon the number belonging to the person she was there to meet before clicking her tongue and slowly tapping in a message.
((Aha… I dunno if I’ve kept you waiting, but...I’m here.))
((...Kinda at a loss, though. Dunno where else to go.))
((I’m sitting somewhere near the entrance, though. ...Sorry for the trouble~.))
[attr="class","lying1"]✎ Nathan Bell , (gettin all these posts kill me)
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