TWO YEARS AGO, A CRIMINAL ORGANIZATION GOING BY THE NAME TEAM IMUM WRECKED CHAOS ACROSS THE LAND, DAMAGING CITIES AND KILLING THOUSANDS OF CITIZENS. While Imum itself has long since been disbanded, however, the region remains broken: entire towns have been laid to waste and the Association struggles to find homes for those who were lucky enough to survive the attempted genocide. Reconstruction trudges on as usual... but with three factions - the Association, the corporations, and the people - each wishing to take the rebuilding of an entire region down opposite paths, how long will it be before Lyeant's last leg gives out permanently?
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This just felt so familiar, and she couldn't exactly put her finger on it. If anything, the young girl could only stare up at him in mixed disbelief, intrigue and interest alike. She can't break out of the subtle trance that she was thrown into upon approaching and getting a better look at him. There's a sense of nostalgia that she can't help, and so she's struggling to shake it off. Unfortunately for her, the nagging in the depths of her heart only nag at her even further, desperately attempting to make themselves known. Oh, they were making themselves known, alright. Perhaps it was something dormant within her heart? Mmn.. But even if that were the case, she could have sworn that she had already rid the body of any traces of its previous host. Pandora is left both confused and distraught, narrowing what should have been colourless eyes to the side as they reflected off the red and violet hues from the setting sun. Even when dormant, the colours continued to shimmer and sparkle against the individual strands of hair and what should have been either white or subtly blue eyes. [break][break]
She doesn't understand why she stopped mid-sentence nor does she understand why her heart is pained with each passing second in his presence. It was irrational of her to suddenly stop and stare, if not unspeakably rude. Thankfully, his response is enough to snap her out of the temporary daze that she finds herself in. Yes, she knows that she has never met him before. She knows that she has never met him and she knows for a fact that even if she did, she shouldn't be reacting as strongly as this. That is, of course, unless her host has anything to do with it. But for what the world knew; Yue Hai was dead. She was dead, she was long dead and she has since been dead. Though Xerneas themselves took care in trying to ease the girl of her pain and whatnot--... Hold on. She.. Could have sworn that she has seen this young man before. Perhaps a younger version of him but.. Even then, the wings would have been a large giveaway if not the long, silk-like tail that stuck out from under his shirt and rested against the grains of sand. Pandora gently shakes her head once again, to be rid of the unwelcome thoughts plaguing her mind.[break][break]
The stubby deer tail flicks from behind her while the antlers themselves appeared to flash a few times, specifically where the coloured areas branched out. It was more in a soft yellow colour, something that she liked to think represented joy and optimism alike. Pandora gives the man a smile and nod in appreciation and is quick to make her way over to the adjacent swing. Her arms hook around the chains and her fingers gently begin to wrap around as she balances and stabilizes herself on the seat. Though her initial intention was to drift off in thought and completely disregard the man himself, those same, subtle needles piercing at her heart rather than her head kept her from doing otherwise. Her toes gently scrape the sands in an attempt to get her going, while her legs begin to gently sway back and forth to add some force behind her movements. She glances to her side from the corner of her eyes, registering the man's comment and question regarding her.. Species? Would that be the right word to call it? [break][break]
Now, one would think oh, great. Life Deer. But frankly, Pandora didn't find all the appeal in it. The legendary gijinka tilts her head forwards in a near curiosity, before giving the man a small smile. "... Mmn. Aha.. What gave it away? The antlers, or the fact I look like a rainbow?" To be fair, there was only one other pokemon she had known of that was capable of doing so. But.. Well, she didn't know if she could call them a pokemon. A beast, certainly, but a pokemon was questionable. With that, Pandora releases her grasp on one of her hands to extend her arm out towards the male. "My name is Pandora. Or.. More commonly, Xerneas. I take it that you're a legendary yourself?"
Looking in the mirror like maybe I will find myself tonight
I ask for a better mind then tap into the site through my third eye
I had never realized; I thought I was broken all this time
Currently, Xerneas is definitely not looking for a love interest. Hell, Xerneas doesn't even know what love is for crying out loud; the only type of affection they know of is the type towards their host's younger sister; Shisome. Or in this case, Yveltal. You'll sooner see them questioning the general concept, knowing not what humans like to call this. On the other hand, though, Xerneas is more than willing to learn more about humans and other gijinka. Xerneas, who has renamed themselves to Pandora, will usually be seen trying to mingle with other humans and learn about their emotions. That being said, they're always open to friends. Although they.. Really want to learn more about the world before they start anything, really. It's been nearly a century, after all. [break][break]
OOOOOn the other end of the spectrum, Xerneas' original host, Yue Hai. Oh.. Boy Yue Hai. You see, Yue and Pan are slowly merging together, so Xerneas is ultimately going to become Yue herself without realizing it. The process is already happening, what with Xerneas popping those spontaneous flirts out of the blue and cringing at the contact with another male. Pandora has an irrational fear of touching men for reasons unknown (read as: Yue Hai's Phobia) and tends to lean towards girls for the most part. Again, for reasons unknown. There are the rare times where Pandora will be a shameless girl, and they often question what the actual heck has gotten into them. [break][break]
And though Xerneas isn't someone who's looking for a relationship.. Yue Hai is. Or for a lack of better terms, she already had someone she loved before she supposedly died. Wren O'Connor , or formally known as Ivan, was her previous love interest and partner. Pandora still feels that attraction from Yue herself, but more in the form of being drawn to him for unknown reasons. [break][break]
That being said; she'll still flirt with both guys and girls. Pandora doesn't know why, and it drives her crazy.
Looking in the mirror like maybe I will find myself tonight
I ask for a better mind then tap into the site through my third eye
I had never realized; I thought I was broken all this time
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She was exhausted. [break][break]
Not because of work. Not because of having to walk as fast as she did, and not because she was plain tired. Rather, she was exhausted because it was another day in the hospital as the pokemon of life of all things. The life deer, most would call her. She was the saviour, she was the one who could bring people back to life. She was the one who could save the loved ones, the lost ones. She's the one who could right a wrong. She's the one who can save a life, and she's the same person who could make a family very, very happy. These are the accomplishments and the myths that keep her up at night; these are the expectations that keep her sleepless. These are the beliefs and the cries that beg her to succeed. These are the beliefs that cause her to tear up and to cry. [break][break]
It was a simple task; she could easily bring someone back to life. She could easily save lives, and she could reverse the effect of oblivion wing. She could easily do so. She could easily do so. Yet when she's faced by the man who was speaking his last breaths, she's petrified to watch as he slips off that thread. Then as the families are crying, she can only stare. She can only hang her head down, listen to their wails and listen to their grief. She can only close her clear eyes and give a saddened smile. She can only watch; she can only be a bystander. She can only watch as the humans beg her for mercy, as they beg her to save their loved ones; and that's all she can do. She can just watch; there's nothing else. Hence, Pandora's stuck to listen to the yells. The threats, the screams and insults. You could have saved them. You could have saved them. You could have saved my son. You could have saved my sister. You could have saved my mother. Yes, she knows that. She knows she could have saved all those people, and she knows that she's probably hated for not saving them. But to be fair, she's possibly hated for saving them, too. Because if she were to do it, it turns into an expectation. Humans were insensitive to the potential draw backs and the price, because all life has a balance to it. She wasn't about to become the evil and throw that balance off-- No. She wasn't about to do that. [break][break]
Not anymore. [break][break]
It was yet another day of work; another day of screaming, wailing and the like. They think to themselves within the depths of their heart; why are there so many expectations like this? It nearly pains their mind. A petite hand gently presses against her forehead as strands of a pale blue fall over her eyes. Baby blue, like the sky. But if she were to say this was her natural appearance? Yes.. But no. After being asleep for a century, Xerneas found themselves in an unfamiliar world. A world with tall buildings, with technology. A world with all the more people, and a world where there are fools stupid enough to misuse pokemon to their own, sickening intents. To add on, they sensed the dread of residue in war - something that seemed to attract Yveltal - only for her to find a sickened body before her. Said body, now her host. But even if she's killed the girl who begged her to end her misery, she can still feel pains. Needles, if you would so call them, poking at her heart in a desperate attempt to get her attention. But even then, the girl pauses to think on them - then ultimately brushes it off. There was no longer any need to dwell in unnecessary thoughts. There was no need to wander - there was no need to bother herself with needless details. [break][break]
Needless details. [break][break]
Details that prompted her to turn her attention elsewhere. Her shift was done for the day; she didn't have to do anything else. With that said, her eyes turn upwards towards a dimming sky - filled with a radiant orange and red with the setting sky. A normally blue hue was beginning to refract the light, causing her hair and eyes to give off a slightly brighter shine to them. The thin strands were nearly glittering as a breeze flew by, throwing her shorter locks of hair back. How long has it been since she's seen the setting sky? There's little she can say, and there's even less she can comment with. It was breathtaking; something that she didn't mind waking back up to. "... I wonder if she can see it, too." They muse to themselves in silence, but a smile begins to creep up on their childish face. A warm smile for once, thoughtfully gazing up to the sky - only for a couple more seconds before making on her way. It's not long until she glances to the side and astray from her path. A silent gaze trails to a small park-- Empty and quaint, but in good condition no less. There's a brief moment of pause as they mull their options but ultimately? [break][break]
They needed a break, and a break is what they gave themselves. Pandora casually strides over to the swing set, where another male had seated himself down on. Her face, while generally childish, made to put on a more mature and soothing smile in greeting. Her footsteps are quiet against the sand; perhaps that's why he couldn't hear her? "Excuse me?" A small hand waves to her side, hoping to grab the male's attention. "Has anyone taken tha--" she starts. She starts, but abruptly stops. Her light blue gaze was fixated on his form and the moment she came in to sight - close enough to make out the details of his face - she froze. Pandora could only stare at him; she could only stare in subtle shock and discomfort alike. She doesn't know why she froze, nor does she know why she stopped mid-sentence. She doesn't know why her arms and legs refused to listen to her as she stares down at him, and she doesn't understand why her heart is pained from a dulled stinging. It's tightening in her chest and for the first time, it's actually getting difficult to breathe. She feels a lump in her throat but then catches the time she's been frozen. She's been staring and.. That wasn't exactly polite, now, was it? In an attempt to break out of her gaze, Pandora shakes her head a few times as she's recovering from that brief moment of--[break][break]
...[break] Of what, exactly? [break][break]
All she knows is to smile and wave, moving a few locks of her hair from her face to point at the adjacent swings. ".. Are these swings free?" She asks in a smaller voice. Nearly meek, polite and pleasant. As the sun is setting, it gives the illusion that her person was a radiant orange. Or.. A red. In fact, her hair and eyes were reflecting the colour of the sun and sky against her. There were refractions of a rainbow against the uneven ground in the park, paired with the subtly glowing antlers a top of her head.[break][break]
Looking in the mirror like maybe I will find myself tonight
I ask for a better mind then tap into the site through my third eye
I had never realized; I thought I was broken all this time
FIRST LASTNAME[break] Unchanging love and fleeting passion – from your point of view, they're nothing but code. Righteousness, evil, and days unrecoverable – in front of you, they couldn't matter less. I'm glad that you're lifeless, forever and ever. I'm glad that you're lifeless, forever and ever, even today. Being here and disappearing away, from your point of view, they aren't such mysterious things. The ends of this earth or the mysteries of life – in front of you, they couldn't matter less. Not just a good-for-nothing dream amassing up extraordinary trash. Faintly, you sing. Is the future fun? I don't really know, but let me stay here for just a little longer.
FIRST LASTNAME[break] Unchanging love and fleeting passion – from your point of view, they're nothing but code. Righteousness, evil, and days unrecoverable – in front of you, they couldn't matter less. I'm glad that you're lifeless, forever and ever. I'm glad that you're lifeless, forever and ever, even today. Being here and disappearing away, from your point of view, they aren't such mysterious things. The ends of this earth or the mysteries of life – in front of you, they couldn't matter less. Not just a good-for-nothing dream amassing up extraordinary trash. Faintly, you sing. Is the future fun? I don't really know, but let me stay here for just a little longer.
FIRST LASTNAME[break] Unchanging love and fleeting passion – from your point of view, they're nothing but code. Righteousness, evil, and days unrecoverable – in front of you, they couldn't matter less. I'm glad that you're lifeless, forever and ever. I'm glad that you're lifeless, forever and ever, even today. Being here and disappearing away, from your point of view, they aren't such mysterious things. The ends of this earth or the mysteries of life – in front of you, they couldn't matter less. Not just a good-for-nothing dream amassing up extraordinary trash. Faintly, you sing. Is the future fun? I don't really know, but let me stay here for just a little longer.
Looking in the mirror like maybe I will find myself tonight
I ask for a better mind then tap into the site through my third eye
I had never realized; I thought I was broken all this time
Looking in the mirror like maybe I will find myself tonight
I ask for a better mind then tap into the site through my third eye
I had never realized; I thought I was broken all this time
A part of me that wants a simple right or wrong[break] I feel like everything I choose will always be false
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Pandora, since entering the body of a human, has translated over her ability of immortality. As a Xerneas gijinka, she has complete immunity to human and natural illnesses; hence, it's impossible for her to become sick through normal means. That being said, it's entirely possible for her to be poisoned, retaining that poison weakness along with that steel weakness. Naturally, she can't do much to flames, however this fairy typing also renders her perfectly immune to all dragon attacks directed towards her. [break][break]
That being said, her Xerneas capabilities have been greatly capped since turning into a Gijinka. The fact stands that Pandora, however, is still capable of reviving and giving life to otherwise dead people or objects; so long as the soul itself is still intact and the vessel (body) is still functional and useable. That being said, she is not capable of healing diseases, nor is she capable of healing the body in any way, shape or form; the most she can do is bring something back to life. She is incapable of curing anything, and therefore she can never ensure accurate results. That being said, she is capable of bringing someone back to life, if the primary cause of death was through Yveltal under most scenarios. [break][break]
But.. Yeah. Being the life pokemon, there really isn't too much else that she can do asides from.. bringing life. Of course, that's not to say that she can't save someone from the process of dying. If their body cannot handle it, she cannot bring them to life without any sort of repercussions. There will always be some sort of instability to make up for cheating what she calls the "natural order of life and death", and therefore, coming back to life is typically painful. It's painful, and she can't do anything about it. If she's asked to bring someone back, she can only do so much until she ultimately decides to let go and let them pass on without any more pain; because she views living as a pain in itself. It's a struggle.
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Behind the power and guards I put up
Born as Yuehai Xu, elder Twin Sister of Shisome. Their father was Japanese while the mother was Chinese, hence the mix match in the names. The father chose to name their youngest twin after himself and take his surname, while the mother chose to give her surname and Chinese roots to the elder one. Despite this difference, the two of them grew up. Yue was born as a Scorupi gijinka.
They initially grew up together, fairly pleasantly and happy. However, their father had an unhealthy obsession with Darkrai, of all pokemon. When Yue was at the age of five, both she and her younger sister were isolated from the rest of their family (consisting of her mother's side, specifically) along with their cousins.
Both girls were raised to worship Darkrai. Yue however, chose not to be silent and often revolted against their father. Unfortunately, this led to years and years of religious abuse.
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I hide; knowing they have long died
Even then, Yuehai didn't stop trying to revolt against their father. At school, Yuehai was seen as a relatively bright person who had the tendency of flirting.
However at the age of 13, Yuehai started to question her sexuality herself. As a result of the religious abuse she received from her father and numerous other men, Yue eventually developed a phobia of them. But even then, she always did find it more fun to flirt with girls.
That being said, Yue lived as a closeted bisexual for a few months until coming out to her mother and younger sister. Unfortunately, her father found out about this and.. Attempted at "corrective" methods.
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From problems, my resolve
For one reason or another, Yue's father always had her working on poisons since a young age. She didn't know why; but possibly due to the fact that she was always initially a poison gijinka.
That being said, as she was playing with poisons, she was capable of creating a lethal one that not even her own poison resistance could save her from. Through misconduct in the lab, she ended up poisoning herself. This poison began to kill her inside out and unfortunately, as it was a poison that she created herself, there was no antidote that existed yet. As a result, Yuehai kept this secret to herself.
Unfortunately, Yue was only able to keep it a secret for so long, while her poison gradually weakened her immune system, and eventually se became a frail and weakened child.
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Just can't solve that homework
At the age of fourteen, her mother's side of the family found out about the father's misconducts. As their family was a part of a gang and mafia-natured group, the family quickly got onto the case and infiltrated the father's personal cult. The bother held both girls in her arms, crying in both relief and regret alike.
The father was shot and weakened, however he attempted to use Yue as a final sacrifice" from himself, to Darkrai. In an attempt to save her, Yue and Shisome's mother took the bullet for her children and died in their places.
Overridden with both grief and anger alike, Yue killed her own father through a lethal poison injection through her scorupi tail.
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Accomplished, content with this life I will now live
Her family cleaned up all allegations for murder and the like, giving both siblings another chance to be normal. Yue attended counselling and therapy for her years of sexual and physical abuse.
However, she kept the fact that she was poisoned a secret from her family for even longer. At some point, they found her affinity to poisons. After a lot of convincing, her cousins allowed her to brew poisons behind the rest of the family's backs for their own hits.
And since then, she made poisons behind her sister's back, too. Up until the age of 15, where she became too frail to further he alchemy. Unfortunately, she ignored the doctors and continued to create poisons, along with the hope to create an antidote for herself.
It was this same year when she moved to Lyeant with the rest of her family.
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'Til I think and he speaks; that demon inside us
It was at the age of 16 (recently) where she met a young boy, around her age. The two of them hit it off, ranging from bouts of flirts to developing a considerably deeper bond.
In the span of a month, he was capable of opening her up to talk about her previous abuse, and the two of them eventually started a relationship. Though they were young, they were both dedicated and devoted to the other; perhaps because they had turned into each other's life lines.
Unfortunately however, Yue was always quiet about the poisons killing her. Even after his attempt to off himself, she was quiet about it, because she knew how they both acted under that news.
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Saying let me just leave
And without warning one day, Yue disappeared to Hope's Path. There, she was found barely clinging on a thread by Xerneas after the poisons got too harsh. She was alive and she could have lived, but she found herself in too much pain. So much, that she begged the deer of life to give her some form of solace.
Xerneas, who didn't know what to do at the time could only stare. However the deer of life eventually accepted the female's plea for help. As a result, the pokemon possessed the girl and made drastic, physical changes to her body. Upon entering, the pokemon fleshed out the poisons however rendered Yue's soul innate.
That being said, Xerneas experianced pas memories from the young girl before she entered the body. With that, the girl follows the memories back to a young, broken boy who seemed more relieved to see her. However that relief transitioned to grief the moment he found out what happened to Yue, and Pandora has never seen him since.
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Saying someone kill me
Xerneas, who just recently possessed Yue's body cleared said body of the toxins; in order to have the immortality work out. Unbeknowest to her, however, she did not fully kick Yuehai's soul out of her body. As a result, the two of them are slowly beginning to fuse together without Xerneas' knowledge; with Zerneas adapting to Yue's characteristics.
She meets the rest of Yue's family, apologizing for their loss. The fairy pokemon pitied the family, and therefore attempted to keep in contact to keep them happy. What she doesnt know however, is how she has caused more pain by the occasional spikes.
there is nothing left to take, but i still try to reach. try to swallow it all down, yet i can't seem to breathe. just a single pill of mine, nothing else would suffice - i take it in, now i'm alive. my phone is set on lock, and i don't really care. there's a tangle and a knot that i cannot repair. i'm a tragedy, i'm ugly, i'm trying to hide. i say "hello", then wave "goodbye". see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honestly. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see it run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i still refuse to believe.
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>>> FRIENDSHIP
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
PLOT IDEA #1 every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2 lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
>>> HATESHIP
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
PLOT IDEA #1 every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2 lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
>>> LOVESHIP
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
PLOT IDEA #1 every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2 lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
>>> WANTED
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
Looking in the mirror like maybe I will find myself tonight
I ask for a better mind then tap into the site through my third eye
I had never realized; I thought I was broken all this time
