TWO YEARS AGO, A CRIMINAL ORGANIZATION GOING BY THE NAME TEAM IMUM WRECKED CHAOS ACROSS THE LAND, DAMAGING CITIES AND KILLING THOUSANDS OF CITIZENS. While Imum itself has long since been disbanded, however, the region remains broken: entire towns have been laid to waste and the Association struggles to find homes for those who were lucky enough to survive the attempted genocide. Reconstruction trudges on as usual... but with three factions - the Association, the corporations, and the people - each wishing to take the rebuilding of an entire region down opposite paths, how long will it be before Lyeant's last leg gives out permanently?
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FIRST LASTNAME[break] Unchanging love and fleeting passion – from your point of view, they're nothing but code. Righteousness, evil, and days unrecoverable – in front of you, they couldn't matter less. I'm glad that you're lifeless, forever and ever. I'm glad that you're lifeless, forever and ever, even today. Being here and disappearing away, from your point of view, they aren't such mysterious things. The ends of this earth or the mysteries of life – in front of you, they couldn't matter less. Not just a good-for-nothing dream amassing up extraordinary trash. Faintly, you sing. Is the future fun? I don't really know, but let me stay here for just a little longer.
FIRST LASTNAME[break] Unchanging love and fleeting passion – from your point of view, they're nothing but code. Righteousness, evil, and days unrecoverable – in front of you, they couldn't matter less. I'm glad that you're lifeless, forever and ever. I'm glad that you're lifeless, forever and ever, even today. Being here and disappearing away, from your point of view, they aren't such mysterious things. The ends of this earth or the mysteries of life – in front of you, they couldn't matter less. Not just a good-for-nothing dream amassing up extraordinary trash. Faintly, you sing. Is the future fun? I don't really know, but let me stay here for just a little longer.
FIRST LASTNAME[break] Unchanging love and fleeting passion – from your point of view, they're nothing but code. Righteousness, evil, and days unrecoverable – in front of you, they couldn't matter less. I'm glad that you're lifeless, forever and ever. I'm glad that you're lifeless, forever and ever, even today. Being here and disappearing away, from your point of view, they aren't such mysterious things. The ends of this earth or the mysteries of life – in front of you, they couldn't matter less. Not just a good-for-nothing dream amassing up extraordinary trash. Faintly, you sing. Is the future fun? I don't really know, but let me stay here for just a little longer.
Post by Eun Ha Park on Mar 19, 2018 7:46:41 GMT -6
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And like all these poor smucks gamers over in the cafe, Eun herself was having her own bit of fun on one of the PCs in this glorious cafe. However unlike the majority of people around her, she was actually enjoying herself. It's been a while since she's played a mage in a MOBA, and she'll admit that she was rusty at first. The sheer amount of rage she felt herself in the middle of the game, and the insults that people in the game tossed at her were plain hurtful. Hell, she was just about to kick the screen in with how unhelpful they were being. But either way, the red-headed woman narrowed her eyes and pulled through. She began to ignore their comments and--... Well, their general bitching. They can be toxic all they wanted, but she admitted that she wasn't exactly doing much by dying time and time again early game. That certainly didn't bode well for her later on, but thankfully, she took her sweet time farming and jungling to rack up that experience (much to her team mates' initial dismay) before making a note to herself to stay behind the tank. It wasn't long until she was maxed out with the rest of her teammates, and the little mage on the screen was beginning to make herself useful. Hah. The sight of it was actually making her giggle. [break][break]
In fact, she was already doing as much damage as she should have been. Thankfully, she had been paying close attention to how her team played and began to play accordingly after getting to a specific level. Her teammates stopped shitting on her for the most part, only because her number of kills was rising up at a frightening rate - one that could possibly rival the assassin on their team. Buuut then she took one glance into the chat, and the assassin was whining about how she was stealing all their kills. Now usually, someone would feel offended. Salty, or just plain ignore the whining altogether. But then there was Eun, who could only smile down at the screen before shrugging her shoulders. Her has her character hide into one of the bushes before quickly typing into the chat; but this time around, it was more for the sake of pissing the assassin of even more and - cruel as it was - to taunt or torment the opposing team. [break][break]
'First you say to report me for feeding, and now you're whining for killing. What do you want me to do ;P?'[break] And then there was more screaming on the other end, which only made the woman giggle that much more. [break][break]
But in all seriousness, she took her time to do her own thing. She was more accustomed to playing the marksman and slaying the big monster herself but.. Well, there was little that she could do, no? Especially as a mage, when her sole purpose was to kill the enemy or.. At least assist in killing the enemy. Eun continues to play around, focusing intently on the match up until she's finally killed by the enemy assassin. Eun sighs in defeat, looking up at the minute counter tick down with each, dreading second. However, she's taking care to save her team mates the trouble to observe the map. But for a split second, her ears pick up a screaming from some other end of the room. A young man who was playing seemed to be content that he killed the enemy mage and - since she had a damn eternity before respawning - she casually leans herself over to take a look at the screen. Surprise, surprise. The very same group she was playing against, which.. Was actually quite surprising. The red head pauses as she stares at their screens before a smile pulls at her lips. [break][break]
Oh, this'll be fun. [break][break]
And with that, Eun takes care to focus back on her game. Now, she wasn't someone who would cheat-- that's just cruel. But that doesn't mean she isn't someone who wouldn't go ahead and do her do to peek over and get a good idea on the position of her enemies. It was.. Strategic planning. Yeah. Strategic. Totally. With that said, she may or may not have signalled that to her teammates. Signalled them so by the time she came back, the majority of her group was hiding in the bushes. It doesn't take long for her to reach the same area without worrying too much of an ambush, and she joins them to hide in the mid lane. Sure it was later game and.. Yeah, they lost like.. A turret or something, but thankfully some poor, poor smuck came down the mid lane only to me ganked and ambushed by the entire team. It was a quick process, and with that she could hear someone from that other group screaming and trying to warn his other team mates. Unfortunately, when they all came down into the mid lane, the majority of them were ganked and wiped out without much a warning - especially because the majority of them (save the assassin) hid inside the bushes. [break][break]
Ah, watching them scream actually made her laugh. Really hard. Hell, the red head snickered at that. And with that, the young woman begins to type into the chat, now directing a message at her opponents. It wasn't anything mean, no. If anything, it was just her going: ;P without any words following up or trailing behind. See, that's.. Usually what pissed people off the most. And damn, did she find that entertaining. It wasn't long until their team completely obliterated the opposing one, and with that, the game was decided. The game was . over and Eun Ha smiled to herself, leaning into her seat before grabbing her digital tablet pad thing and picked herself up. Eun Ha makes casual strides over to the man who was practically screaming (with that subtle tone of defeat, which amused her all the more) before reaching her hand up to gently tap his shoulder. The young woman tilted her head with that cheeky grin of hers, pointing to herself in a curious manner. She was more than willing to join him, after all. Something good to eat after a good game, and with a guy who didn't look half bad himself (yes, she was shallow. We all have that part in us). That being said, the red-headed woman's tail began to slowly sway behind her, bear-like ears twitching in occasional intervals. In one hand she held her tablet and in the other, a pen that she began to scribble with. [break][break]
'I'm not exactly in your group, but do you think I could join you?~'
Post by Eun Ha Park on Mar 12, 2018 17:47:08 GMT -6
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Though flattered she may have been, Eun could only offer a significantly weaker smile in his direction. Mmn.. An ice cream was apparently supposed to be a good thing, but the heterchromatic woman found it a burden and hinderance if anything. Eun shakes her head at his statement, clearly disagreeing with his opinion and stance regarding her appearance. After all, who would like a freak of nature, among both the humans and the gijinka? Of course people would prefer looking at someone who looked relatively normal. It's only natural to like something who was symmetrical. Someone who was neat, tidy, easy on the eyes. [break][break]
Someone who wasn't her. [break][break]
But she digressed. Eun quickly reverted back to her smile, gloved fingers prancing around the ends of the hangers that crowded the racks. With the other skirt and belt being held in the other hand, she begins to scan for some more shirts that might possibly go well with it. Something.. White. Something fluffy, frilly, cute. Something that practically screamed out like.. "Kyon!" or something. She didn't know, but hey, it would be amusing to watch. On the other hand, she looks over to where the young man was standing. She casually reaches her arm over with a smile, pointing towards something of a baby blue blouse. Off the shoulders and airy, but short enough to show off that cute skirt. Plus, cute had to be racy, in today's day and age, of course. [break][break]
And with that, Eun tilts her head towards him before pulling it out. Solid baby blue, with a few accessories hanging from the collar of it. A white pom-pom, something like a little black pom pom, and a batman charm. Hah, it was so dorky, she loved it. [break][break]
The woman hangs the skirt and belt over the elbow of one arm, before pulling out her notepad and scribbling onto it. It was a swift movement, although when she turns it over, she happily shows the Chansey along with the trainer with a grin. "How does this look? Something cute and frilly, but you gotta show some skin~"
Post by Eun Ha Park on Mar 11, 2018 18:08:21 GMT -6
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And at his chime, the woman smiles brightly in return. It was rare, nowadays, to find someone who was so enthusiastic about clothing; nevermind it being a male. Frankly, she found no reason for people to be giving him those looks. If the boy wanted to look fabulous, he'll look fabulous. And he will be fabulous for doing it. That being said, Eun Ha can only offer a smirk and broader smile in response. In her digital note, she erases her earlier question and rather begins to scribble on the surface before turning it to face him. [break][break]
'Great~ I'm really looking for something myself since--' and with that, Eun gestures at her mixed hair and eyes, giggling a slight bit before beginning to erase and scribble all over again. '-- This fashion disaster my hair and eyes like to make. So hard looking for colors that mix without feeling like an ice cream, you know?' The broad smile on her face insists that she jests, but even so there is truth in her words no matter how hard she tries to deny it. To be fair, she's been thinking about changing her style altogether, just because she felt like she'd be less of a disaster. [break][break]
Eun follows her gaze over the young man's interest in skirts, something that she can appreciate. Hey, maybe the guy has a taste for them? You never really know, but it'd be amusing to find out, no? And with that, Eun proceeds to stroll over along to observe some of the skirts, grinning a slight bit as she begins to pull out a cute little, frilly, baby blue skirt from the rack. The woman momentarily holds it up, more to judge the potential appearance before snapping her fingers. Aha, an idea~[break][break]
But before she can hop off to figure it out, Eun is caught by the ring of his name. Teagan, huh? She could say it, but well.. Complications has led to this woman's silence. Hence why she can only shoot him a childish grin before scribbling down her own name. 'Eun Ha. Pronounced like.. Eeee-un Ha. It's nice to meet you, too!~' She flashes him that same smile, all while taking a look at that blue skirt with golden lining he picked out. With that, the woman grins that tiny bit more before sliding and shuffling over to a couple of belts. She grabs a somewhat loose, lightly coloured golden belt before wrapping it around the baby blue skirt she had found prior. Eun holds it up to Teagan, giving him that gleam of pride while also cocking her head to the side in curiosity.
Post by Eun Ha Park on Mar 9, 2018 19:22:33 GMT -6
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And for the first time in a while, Eun Ha actually went out. [break] Like, went out. [break][break]
For the past few days, it had been nagging. Nagging, nagging and nagging from her elder cousin, Jasmine. Whereas she could appreciate the woman's worries about the younger one's lack of physical activity, she was more here thinking; really? Like, she got that she needed to get out more. She got that she needed to move around more. But the thing is that she was able to hold a stable career as a make-up artist in the studios. She made a decent wage, she could make her own living and all that fun stuff. So the lavender woman's nagging and musing were unnecessary in her opinion. However, that's not to say she wasn't grateful for the woman's concern. [break][break]
That being said, she didn't exactly.. Know what she should do. While there were many things that she could do in New Veherna, it was more.. orientated towards pokemon. Not exactly a lot of things for a human or gijinka to entertain themselves with, especially when the odds are she'd break them from another one of her spastic events of strength. Hence, the silent woman sighs to herself while making quick strides down the halls. The halls of a mall. That she.. For one reason or another, walked into. Well.. There wasn't much. But as she walked by the clothing stores, she caught sight of herself in the mirror. The mix and match of heterochromia, along with the mix of the hair colours. Asymmetrical. She hated it. [break][break]
So it was time to change her look. A change of pace; maybe into something that didn't look so much like a damned ice cream nor stuck out like a sore thumb. The woman marches her way into the store, glancing around and about while also earning the near skeptical gaze from other patrons. As she's walking down however, she spots a young man admiring the clothing he had on him at the moment. [break][break]
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And while she wasn't the type to judge, she found that there were other clothes that went better with whatever he had. Hence why Eun Ha's initial reaction was to silently creep up on him, raising her hand up to gently tap on his shoulder with a small smile. From her purse, she pulls out a digital notepad and begins to scribble against it. [break][break]
'Hello there, sir~.. Are you looking for anything specific? I've been to this store a couple of times, so I think I can help you find some things that go really well with that~'
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Eun Ha has always been a simple woman; a simple woman who seems like she hadn't a care in the world. The first impression anyone would get of her is friendly, playful and all around welcoming and approachable. She's a rather lively woman, who would sooner give you a smile, greeting and a wave. Eun Ha has always been a bright soul, someone who pays attention to the finer and smaller details in life. She's someone who you can talk to, someone who you can laugh and joke around with. Eun Ha is a humorous and courteous woman (when it counts), but even when she's trying to come off as decent, she'll listen. Eun is an attentive individual who again, pays a close eye on the small things in life. She's organized and generally a joy to be around. Overall, she's someone you can fall back to. She's someone who will gladly catch you and pick you back up without a complaint. [break][break]
But even then, that doesn't mean she won't have her fair amount of fun. She's infamous for her tendency to poke fun at all of her friends and strangers alike. She's someone who will poke at you, annoy the living hell out of you, and the type to shoot a condescending smirk your way. After taking the time to get to know her, the majority of people will probably get pissed at her sooner than they will be happy with her. As a habit she gained from being on the internet for far too long, she's michevious. She likes the thrill, she likes the fun and she likes being a tease. She is openly provocative and offensive. She will push at your buttons until you blow up, thinking that it's all fun and games. However, something to note is that she has some sense of respect. She may be a jerk the majority of the time, but she will never make an offensive or tactless joke; unless she knows the target like the back of her hand. In which case, she will be going what even is tact. [break][break]
Now something that strike as odd; she will do all that was mentioned above without a single word. To be honest, it's been approximately five years since she's last spoken, and she's been communicating through body language, texts, writing, and facial expressions that turn her into an open book. That's right; Eun Ha is a Selective Mute. By no means is she a timid person and she most certainly is not someone who dislikes the company of other people. However a certain event in her past had left her traumatized, along with the rest of the pain that piles on and on, up until she chose not to speak altogether. Even then, she ensures that she's easy to read so that others don't have difficulties trying to decipher her. In that way, she's thoughtful and considerate to a certain extent. However if she's been spending too much time trying to get a message across, she's fickle enough to give up and move onto something else. This goes the same in terms of her loyalty to certain things. [break][break]
Beneath the series of unreadable smirks and smiles, Eun is, in truth, a fragile woman. She's sensitive and she's easily hurt; insecure and occasionally she can and will feel inferior. Despite her initial laid back demeanour and composed front, she's someone who will snap with her temper. That being said, she becomes someone who is overly rash. Though protective as she may be, Eun enjoys being an independant woman such that she will never ask for help. Eun dislikes receiving any sort of help. Not because she thinks it'll be trouble to them, but because she wants to handle her own difficulties no matter how harsh and how emotionally demanding they may be. Eun, for the longest time, has bottled up the majority of her feelings and tried to deal with them herself. She's been known for lashing out at people who try to help her, and this has pushed a large number of potential friends away. In the end, she has settled with simply being a troll and putting on the front. There have been times where she's thought of abandoning who she was as a whole, just so that her online persona is the only "her" left.[break][break]
That being said, Eun Ha has two main faces that she uses; one of which is her usual, bright and troll self whereas the other is.. Considerably darker. This darker side isn't hesitant. She's ruthless, cold, unforgiving and occasionally, she can be sentimental. Eun Ha is exhausted from putting up a mask all the time. She's had to use that face for so long, that she's developed a sort of identity disorder. Said disorder makes her question her own existence and her own identity; she's unsure as to who she is anymore. She can no longer pin down the person she is, and she can no longer pin down the person she once was. With layers and years of smiles and smirks, with layers and years of laughs that speak a million words, she can no longer tell who she is anymore. And perhaps the sad part of it all? Is that all she knows is to keep smiling. All she knows is to smile and let everything sink in. Everything is now out of her control; there is nothing to regret anymore. There is nothing she can do anymore; and she knows that. She knows that. [break][break]
And she regrets it. [break][break]
What she regrets the most however, is how dependant and contradictory she is. She hates getting help, but she hates pushing others away. She will push them away, but she doesn't want them distancing themselves. In her wholehearted opinion, Eun's relationships with other people are what confirm her existence; they are what make her, herself. They are her only thread to a sense of reality; so when she's pushed away, she's no longer aware of her own presence. In short; she begins to believe that she no longer exists, and will act accordingly. Under the smiles and seemingly strong composure, she cannot handle being alone. She cannot stand any lack of interaction. Because in the end, she will eventually convince herself that she's no longer "herself" and rather what her "family wanted her to be".
Here's a pen; so take it please[break] If I could be like you; wouldn't that be neat?
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As a Bewear Gijinka, Eun retains the petite, soft ears from her gijinka form along with a small, brown, stubby tail on her rear end. Unfortunately however, unlike most gijinka, her hair along with her eyes are of an odd colouring that matches her gijinka species. Most people would think that it's artificial - dye or contacts - and often times, they're more than wrong. Unfortunately for her, the genes of the gijinka she takes after for.. One reason or another, mixed and affected her pigmentation as a whole. She's certainly not someone who you will forget, and often times, easier to identify by describing her as a walking ice cream woman. That being said, Eun Ha still prefers her natural appearance above all else. Alides from that, one would be able to find the tuff-for-ears behind what should be her regular human ears. Alongside that, one will be able to find a racoon-like tail swaying from behind her. [break][break]
Perhaps the most notable part about her being a Bewear Gijinka, would be her ridiculous, physical strength. Much like her pokemon counterpart, Eun's strength greatly exceeds that of a human. While it's not strong enough to crush your spine with what she thinks is a light hug, a gently punch of affection would probably leave a really bad bruise on you. A full powered kick on her end could potentially end with a fractured or broken bone, and so forth. Eun Ha has trouble controlling her own strength, much to her irritation. She has broken glasses by gripping on them too hard, and she has caused concussions simply by smacking someone on the back of the head. That being said, this coupled with her extensive training in martial arts turn her into a deadly, walking weapon on her own. The long story short? Don't piss off the Bewear. Beware of the Bewear. [break][break]
The second ability she retains is her pokemon's unique ability; Fluffy. First off, it really makes her skin and hair really soft and fluffy. Like.. Really light and soft. She never has to worry about taking care of her hair or her skin, because her ability retains that usual softness and shine wherever she goes. But asides from aesthetics, her fluffy ability reduces the physical damage she receives from other people; so long as it's an attack that does damage. On the other hand, however, this actually makes her flammable. As in, her hair and her skin are far more prone to fire and easily burned. She's completely helpless in the face of flames, and the girl would sooner find herself facing death the moment she's surrounded in fire. Asides from that, she's really easily sunburnt. Which explains why she'll always being a parasol with her. [break][break]
And something that falls under her strength is that she has a hell lot of stamina, and she can take her fair amount of abuse. Eun herself doesn't feel all too much pain, with a ridiculously high pain tolerance which helps to keep her going. The downside is she doesn't know when her body has been pushed to it's limits. This on it's own can prove fatal, especially in the situation when she finally feels the pain; because by then, the odds are she'd be damaged beyond repair.
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I'm assuming this is going to be confidential, right? All of this is going to be a onetime thing; nothing is going to be recorded, right? You promise, right? Heh.. If that's the case, I have no reason not to comply~ [break][break]
Ahem.. This is going to be the most I've ever spoken before, so please, bear with me. Mmn.. My name is Eun Ha; Eun Ha Park. You might have heard of me, you might not have. But I do know for a fact that you've heard of my older cousin. Hm? Who's my older cousin? Pff.. It's Jasmine. That's right; Jasmine Silph. She's my older - and more successful - cousin. Kind of sad that she's in Parallax, though, huh? I would have liked to fight by her side in the Republic, but I get that duties call. She can't exactly break out of those things. Hm? Why do I keep talking about her? Why, it's because I care, of course. She and I are alike; because our family is always expecting so much from us. See, it gets really tiring. It gets exhausting, actually. Sure it's stopped her, but I don't think it's ever stopped me. Ahem.. But yeah. I'm Eun Ha, but just calling me Eun is perfectly fine. Mmn.. Twenty-Four years old, and a gijinka. Think you can guess what gijinka I am? Hm? Can you? Pff.. I'm a Bewear, so you should bewear-y of me. I promise that I won't break your spine, but I can't promise that I won't break the table. You know, like when people rage in video games. RIP the desk then, huh?~[break][break]
All jokes aside, you wanted to know more about me, right? Alright.. I was born in Celestic Town. Yeah, you wouldn't expect that from a big shot like Jasmine, right? For her family to be from such a small, boring town, right? But yeah, I'm from there. My parents on the other hand, were working with business in Eterna City, which is why I usually lived in Celestic with my grandparents. My grandma and grandpa treated me.. Really well, actually. Even though I'll admit, I was born the weird one of my family. You've seen Jasmine, and I actually have a few older and younger siblings of my own. They're all symmetrical. They're all symmetrical and beautiful, like my parents describe them. And.. You see me, right? I'm kind of an asymmetrical mess. Perfect, colour inverted self, right? You can't tell me that you didn't see my eyes. You can't tell me that you didn't see how my hair is two tones down from the middle of my head, right? Of course you can't; you'd be blind, otherwise. Basically, something happened to my genes while I was in my mom's womb. It wasn't until way later where I learned that my mom was.. Having troubles in her pregnancy. Heh.. My aunt actually told my mom to have an abortion. "It's just one child, she's going to end messed up anyways.", so my auntie said. I can't say I hate her for saying that because she didn't know me at the time, but I'm here thinking: Really? [break][break]
That being said, yeah. I was born in Celestic, however my mom and dad weren't exactly happy with my heterochromia when I came out. They actually thought I was a really ugly kid, and I don't blame them. Pasty white skin with a weird mis and match of eyes and hair? What type of freak of nature would I be, hm? Maybe I was an embarrassment to be around, or maybe they just didn't want to admit that they had a child like me, but I wasn't allowed to live in Eterna with them. Yeah, sure. Grandma and Grandpa took care of me. They were actually really nice; they fed me, played with me and everything. When I was like, a running tot, my grandad would often pick me up or take me out to walks to the local school. Not a lot of kids - I know - but it was the only good education I had at the time. Mmn.. I guess my earliest years weren't too bad. They were actually really nice. I had loving guardians, and I could act like myself. But if I could change one thing from my past? Mmn.. Maybe I would have changed my appearance. [break][break]
Pff.. Hah! Typical answer, wasn't it? Yeah.. That's what I thought, too. But no, I didn't want to change my heterochromia. I didn't want to change my mix and match hair; I wanted to change myself. It sounds a bit depressing coming from me, but.. Heh.. How do I say this? [break][break]
They loved me, yeah. [break][break]
They loved me with black hair and green eyes.
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If it's normal comparing everything
◈ Her family made her wear a black wig and green contacts to hide her odd colouring; in fact, she wasn't aware that they were w wig and contact in her early years; if anything, she thought that they were her natural hair and eye colours. It wasn't until she five to six, when she first attended school where one of the children pulled her wig off, then ra away saying that Eun's hair came out. Since then, Eun had found that her family was hiding many things about her own identity from her. Having lived that way for the majority of her childhood however, she was reluctant to change.
[break][break]◈ Unfortunately for her, her parents often neglected her for being the youngest child; and because she was an apparent failure of them all. Hence, she lacked the education and attention that her other brothers and sisters received. The result? She was behind. Her language and communication skills were very much poor, and this eventually led to frustration and irritation on her end. Even though she was often wearing that mask so people wouldn't pick on her, she found that it doesn't matter if communication was one of your weakest points. Eun grew up the majority of her years in silence - without speaking. Both out of inability and the anxiety - followed by the fear - of being judged for speaking. There were too many consequences for speaking up.
[break][break]◈ At the age of seven, she had grown accustomed to wearing as mask the majority of the time. Unfortunately, she began to lose touch with reality as a whole. In an attempt to cope with the hate she received when acting as "herself", she eventually developed a separate persona that would interact with her family; a considerably more chatty and polite one so to say. But of course, that was only around her family. She eventually began to develop moral reasoning and opinions separate from her own. Thus, marks her conscious questioning of her own identity as a person and individual.
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Then why do I continue to cry?
◈ As time went on, she continued to recognized that she wasn't going to be loved for her natural appearance. Unfortunate as it was, Eun Ha accepted that her natural appearance was bizarre and unheard of, which prompted her to stay quiet in general. She eventually grew into the person who would prefer to hide in the crowd; not voicing a sound and choosing not to attract attention to herself; the opposite of her current self. Even then, she was abrasive and irritable. Unfortunately for her, this lack of speech proved harmful to her in the long run - resulting in a considerably soft voice over the years.
[break][break]◈ But her school life wasn't all terrible, no. The only thing she could really complain about was how people would make fun of her when she removed the wig. The children would often laugh at her appearance; humans and gijinka alike. They would pull at her ears, take her contacts out and often throw ice cream at her - calling her ice cream girl and the like. Eun Ha doesn't think fondly back to these days, and she often used her dissociation in those situations.
[break][break]◈ And one day, the children went too far. At the age of twelve, she was locked in the freezer. Eun Ha found herself screaming and bashing on the door, up until her body would stop responding and numb from the cold. It wasn't until hours later where she was found by a young boy and rushed to the hospital for hypothermia. She learned that the said boy was planning on getting something from the freezer that he hid in there earlier that day, and was surprised to find her barely breathing on the ground. From there on, he began to visit her in place of your family. For the first time, he didn't seem taken aback by her natural appearance - and this is what encouraged her to speak up for the first time.
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The first circle I have drawn
◈ He's the one who taught her how to communicate with hand gestures; he's the one who taught her how to express her feelings, and he's the same person who accepted who she was, as a person, rather than her mask. Even then, he did acknowledge that other persona she put up, but he was the one who convinced her that she was her own person; and there was no one else who could tell her otherwise. He was the only person she could really act like herself around; the only sense of herself she had left.
[break][break]◈ It goes without saying that she was quick to develop feelings for him, with how dependent she was on him. At the age of fourteen, the two of them started a relationship together. Eun, from then on, began to wear her wig less and less. Though she still didn't talk, she was gradually gaining more confidence and began to take the initiative to form her own person of her own volition. By that point, she was following the boy more and more - potentially doing some stupid things herself in the process - but nevertheless, she was enjoying herself. He was the only person she'd ever spoken far too much with, however those around her found her to be a considerably more brighter person.
[break][break]◈ ... Basically what you need to know here is that Eun began to speak with him a bit more, and actually got into her fair bit of trouble. Like, school trouble. Eun started skipping classes and the like to spend time with him or so they can both go and do their own thing. Long story short, she turned into a bad girl. But in the end, she was capable of keeping up with the school material so she didn't see what was so bad about that.
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Is the last circle I have drawn
◈ Then one day, at the age of 19, she and her boyfriend went on a trip to Kanto to visit her cousin. That, and the two of them did a bit of sightseeing.
[break][break]◈ Unfortunately, on the way home, both Eun Ha and her boyfriend got involved in a plane crash. The plan malfunctioned and ultimately? Kaboom, crash. Bam. But Thankfully, Eun Ha was able to parachute out and away from there. By the time she reached the bottom, she just waited for her boyfriend to jump out. By the time the plan crashed, however, Eun Ha quickly began to spam and text her boyfriend to check on his condition. She spent the next few hours searching for him, despite other passengers' protests. To this day, she has not received any sort of response.
[break][break]◈ Eun officially developed PTSD from the plane crash, and began to grieve over her boyfriend whom was presumed dead. She momentarily checks her phone to this day, nearly hoping for some sort of response from an apparently dead man.
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Ah, now that's a weird one
◈ When she got back, Eun ha was utterly devastated. She started doing worse in Business and ultimately withdrew herself from the program - much to the disappointment of her family. From then on, Eun turned to gaming to escape reality and as a means to cope - a way to cope for losing her significant other. It wasn't until Jasmine came along to see her in person and drag her out, did she finally get off the screen.
[break][break]◈ Jasmine gave her a position in her own company, so that was fun. Eun Ha worked in Jewellery Marketing, up until she found a woman who was having trouble with her cosmetics. Said woman was someone high up in the cosmetology field, and was impressed with Eun Ha's colour coordination in spite of her somewhat odd colouring. As a result, the woman recommended Eun to participate in cosmetology. Having literally nothing better to do - and being driven off interest - Eun Ha enrolled and began in her cosmetology schooling. However, she didn't expect something she initially did to kill time, to eventually turn into a passion of hers.
[break][break]◈ She continued to attend cosmetology school, eventually graduating and taking up a job in the PokeStar Studios as a make up artist. At some point in her career, she was called over to Lyeant by her older cousin to try out for the recently opened Studios in the new region, as they needed more people working. Seeing how the PokeStar Studios supported them, Eun packed her bags and made way to another region. There, she was faced with the three factions - and she chose to align with the Republic; for the sole reason that she doesn't know what else she would want to do. She's aware that she will do stupid things and she's aware that she's a fickle person. However after that, she continued to question her own identity; was the person who loved her boyfriend really herself, or someone else that she created out of the love for him? She's not sure anymore.
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My score adds to none
◈ And what you should know here is that Eun moved over to Lyeant after a while. With that being said, her family nearly disowned her so she went over to live with her older cousin; Jasmine Silph. Though unfortunately, she ended up getting roped into the mafia business along with her cousin, and the two of them started doing their own thing. Although, Eun didn't exactly mind it all too much; because the remorse that she felt in the end proved that she was still alive and human. It was proof that she hasn't lost her humanity yet.
[break][break]◈ Fast forward a bit and the Trafficking Capo eventually had to retire. By then, however, Eun took her time to have gotten on the good side of the Capo. For one reason or another, she was eventually promoted up to take the Capo position; let it be between her actually being able to do the work or her eagerness to please is still a mystery, but either way, she accepted the position. After all, it's the only occupation that lets her feel more human by performing inhumane acts; ironic, right?
[break][break]◈ She's currently living on her own within New Veherna, although it's not unheard of for her to go over to her cousin Jasmine's place during the day or night within Irisia. While she's there, she also makes sure to do some business with the Mafia she's a part of. Even then, however, she has questioned her own identity and began to don both her wing and contact lens all the same all over again.
[break][break]◈ To this day, she questions her identity. She fears that she will one day lose touch with her humanity and turn numb to the suffering she imposes on others, however.
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Extra Notes
◈ She still retains the black wig and the contact lens to this day, more as a disguise for the sake of concealing her identity.
[break][break]◈ Eun actually has a really soft voice, mainly because she was never able to exercise her vocal cords when she was younger.
[break][break]◈ She has the bad habit of burning herself on purpose.
[break][break]◈ Her favourite flavour is Chocolate
[break][break]◈ Voice Reference/Claim is ATEL
[break][break]◈ If she strains her voice too much, she will potentially damage her vocal cords permanently.
Eun Ha Park is a woman who suffers from an Identity disorder. She's a mute woman who was initially born with mix and match hair, paired with heterochromia - as a result, made her look symmetrical but not at the same time. She lost her first love in a plane crash (she thinks that she did, that is) and.. Well, she's been waiting for five years. Her feelings have long since vanished, forcing herself to move on after assuming he died. That being said, Eun enjoys video games and has an avid taste for fashion. She doesn't really enjoy the business world (unlike her elder cousin) and would sooner be playing a MMO over working. She's lazy in some moderation, but overall she's not a bad people. If you look past the fact that she's the trafficking capo, but she's only going to do what her job demands of her. Nothing more than that. Not to mention that she's not exactly fond of what she does but.. Well, she does it nonetheless.
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>>> FRIENDSHIP
She's definitely saying yes to friends; Eun Ha actually makes friends rather easily, in spite of not talking much. She's someone who's fond of clowning around, and she'll probably be tossing light jokes here and there in the form of funny looks. She's the type of person who can make you laugh with some sort of look, and not say a word. Otherwise, she has a thing for over exaggerating her actions and facial expressions to get a point across. For someone who doesn't talk, she never seems to shut up. That being said, she's outwardly laid back and sometimes she may come off as the type of person who wouldn't care about your problems. It's true that she doesn't know how exactly to comfort people, and she admits that she's terrible at helping people when at a low point by being sensitive. However she is probably one of the best people to talk to when you're down, being an amazing listener herself. And while it's not evident, close friends would be able to point out the subtle distress and inconsistency in her person. Most people would brush it off as being unpredictable, however the keener folk would be able to tell she's struggling with her own identity. She will almost never go to others for help, even if she found herself in a pinch.
GAMING FRIENDS are always welcome in her circle. Hell, she'll probably be the type of person to welcome you in with open arms. Just mind that she's the type of person to probably be a troll in your game, or just screw you over just to laugh it off. She absolutely loves teasing people who take games too seriously, and she will screw you over for good laughs. But hell, she's good at her fair share of games. Hard to get mad at someone for deliberately sucking when they carry your game later on. [break][break]
CLOSE FRIENDS are significantly more rare in terms of Eun Ha, but hey, not impossible. Sure she'll come off as that one girl who doesn't care, but it's only because she doesn't know how else to handle things. Unfortunately, Eun really doesn't have a sense of self, hence why she engages in criminal activity to spark up the sense of guilt - the only sense she knows doesn't lie to herself to feel humane. Surface friends may never know, but her gradual descent into her identity crisis can spell out danger to her. Truthfully, she really does need people to talk to and lean on; people who make her feel like herself.
>>> HATESHIP
Boredom is the bane of her, especially when someone thinks that they can wiggle into her life and tell her what to do. Eun Ha despises the prim and the proper, despite originating from them herself. While there are a select few people who are spared from this, she genuinely cannot stand people who think they're entitled to anything. She hates it when someone thinks that they can waltz on in, because it makes her want to screw and mess around with them. The problem with that is she knows how big of drama kings and queens they can be, and therefore strays away from them. It doesn't matter how high up the chain they are; if you have power and act like an entitled being, she'll dislike you regardless. That being said, it's usually not too easy for Eun to make people she would consider enemies-- But it's not rare to find people who are less than fond of this prankster.
TROLLED YOU Some people love her trolls, most don't. When they don't, there's that entire issue. See, Eun absolutely loves messing with people on the internet. Hell, she lives for this stuff. But there are many people that don't take lightly to her, so it's no surprise that she might have run into her fair share of online drama. To make matters worse, she's the type to grin and play around with it and spur that anger even further. To her, the entire thing is fun and games until something actually happens between the two of them for her to hate the guts. Well, that's for your own imagination to run wild. [break][break]
BUZZKILLS absolutely kill the mood for her. She can't stand it when someone lets a joke to hang dry, and it really bothers her when someone else is ruining the fun for others. She finds it boring and while she usually tries to get them to lighten up, the odds are she won't really be going out of her way to get you to join the bandwagon. Not to mention that Eun is also fairly offensive in all good humour, but someone taking her jokes way too seriously kills the mood for her, and makes her feel bad. Talk about buzzkill.
>>> LOVESHIP
This character already has a planned ship however I'm still more than willing to plot out loveships~. The long story short is that Eun's not too fond of looking for another relationship. Yet. For now. Sure she'll go out and flirt with people (silently) more often than not, all she'll be saying are sweet nothings on the screen or on a surface. Usually, you know you've wiggled into her heart when she actually begins speaking to you again. That being said, Eun Ha has since stopped entering relationships after her last one was presumed dead in a plane crash. Though she's been trying to get over him and move onto others, she's always been seeking that final bit of closure before ultimately pulling the knot on the relationship, and moving on.
ONE-SIDED LOVE is something that Eun actually wouldn't be oblivious about. Actually, Eun Ha's initial behaviour is teasing and fun. Laid back and all, so someone would probably take her flirting as something serious and try to ask her out. Or something. I dunno. Either way, she's someone who's a good girl, and I wouldn't be surprised if a couple of people have tried. That being said, she's someone who would outright reject you and give you the no, because she's scared of leading people on.
>>> WANTED
I already have a wanted ad for this, but someone for Eun. See, her ex isn't actually dead. If anything, he survived the crash but for whatever reason couldn't come into contact with Eun here. It's been about five years, and honestly, he's as flexible as it could be. Although, there really can be two ways this goes. One, he actually does remember her or two, he developed amnesia after the crash and completely forgot about her. First route will definitely cause pain for the both of them, especially if the guy still has feelings for Eun Ha. In terms of her, she's still going to try her damned best at getting over him. Like, her damned best to move on with her life. Even then, she would feel terrible for cutting him out of her life, so there's that complication. If you have any questions, please don't hesitate to contact me! Ahhhh-- I just really, really wanna get these plots up and running!
