TWO YEARS AGO, A CRIMINAL ORGANIZATION GOING BY THE NAME TEAM IMUM WRECKED CHAOS ACROSS THE LAND, DAMAGING CITIES AND KILLING THOUSANDS OF CITIZENS. While Imum itself has long since been disbanded, however, the region remains broken: entire towns have been laid to waste and the Association struggles to find homes for those who were lucky enough to survive the attempted genocide. Reconstruction trudges on as usual... but with three factions - the Association, the corporations, and the people - each wishing to take the rebuilding of an entire region down opposite paths, how long will it be before Lyeant's last leg gives out permanently?
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FIRST LASTNAME[break] Unchanging love and fleeting passion – from your point of view, they're nothing but code. Righteousness, evil, and days unrecoverable – in front of you, they couldn't matter less. I'm glad that you're lifeless, forever and ever. I'm glad that you're lifeless, forever and ever, even today. Being here and disappearing away, from your point of view, they aren't such mysterious things. The ends of this earth or the mysteries of life – in front of you, they couldn't matter less. Not just a good-for-nothing dream amassing up extraordinary trash. Faintly, you sing. Is the future fun? I don't really know, but let me stay here for just a little longer.
FIRST LASTNAME[break] Unchanging love and fleeting passion – from your point of view, they're nothing but code. Righteousness, evil, and days unrecoverable – in front of you, they couldn't matter less. I'm glad that you're lifeless, forever and ever. I'm glad that you're lifeless, forever and ever, even today. Being here and disappearing away, from your point of view, they aren't such mysterious things. The ends of this earth or the mysteries of life – in front of you, they couldn't matter less. Not just a good-for-nothing dream amassing up extraordinary trash. Faintly, you sing. Is the future fun? I don't really know, but let me stay here for just a little longer.
FIRST LASTNAME[break] Unchanging love and fleeting passion – from your point of view, they're nothing but code. Righteousness, evil, and days unrecoverable – in front of you, they couldn't matter less. I'm glad that you're lifeless, forever and ever. I'm glad that you're lifeless, forever and ever, even today. Being here and disappearing away, from your point of view, they aren't such mysterious things. The ends of this earth or the mysteries of life – in front of you, they couldn't matter less. Not just a good-for-nothing dream amassing up extraordinary trash. Faintly, you sing. Is the future fun? I don't really know, but let me stay here for just a little longer.
Post by Celeste Simoné on Apr 7, 2018 19:47:23 GMT -6
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This is stupid, Celeste.[break] "... Kyurem, please just.. Bear with me?"[break] This. Is. Stupid.[break] "Kyurem--"[break] Stuuuuuu-pid.[break][break]
The woman sighs in defeat, azure eyes trail upwards to the sky, however they fixate their gaze upon nothing as the expression of near disdain plagues their features. Surely, she thought, Kyurem would silence themselves and move on. Surely, she thought, Kyurem would most certainly take their sweet time to and possibly even learn to look at the world through her eyes. You would think that the ice dragon would be even the slightest bit more open-minded, being on the pure neutral of almost everything in existence. Well.. It's not exactly as wonderful as most people would say it is. Kyurem had been nagging at Celeste for the past while which - while ironic - did annoy the white-haired woman a slight bit. There was, truthfully, no getting around the pokemon's own disdain and discomfort as she was moving her way down to the daycare. Well.. Only because she was the one who dropped off a precious little pokemon of hers. A dancing little Oricorio, who seemed more than content after taking some of the yellow nector she offered it days prior. The little pom-pom bird seemed enthusiastic, however also appeared to be quite.. Irritated at how Celeste dropped her off at the daycare. In her humble opinion, she thought that the pokemon would need more friends and would probably be able to make her fair share in the daycare. [break][break]
That is, that was her initial thought. Up until Kyurem began badgering her about how stupid the notion was and how it only made the pokemon even more restless. [break][break]
With a final sigh and shrug, the woman lowers her head a slight bit before subtly shaking her head in an attempt to shake the voice off entirely. "Alright.. If it makes you happy, I'm going over to the daycare now.." Celeste mumbles again, only to be responded with another groan of distaste from Kyurem. While Celeste, under any normal circumstances, would not appear to be so unhappy, this was.. Anything but a normal circumstance. If anything, she'd prefer to not visit the daycare. At all. Period. If it were up to her, she wouldn't have gone over to the daycare to pick up her Oricorio. If it weren't for the fact she was the one walking down the damn path, Kyurem probably would have made her go the opposite direction the second she stepped towards the building. This wasn't because of her disdain towards the bird pokemon, nor the building itself. No.. If anything, it was from the stinging from her own heart as she approaches the building. Mrn.. Again, it's not because of anything that anyone had done. It was because of herself, and because she disliked having to face with a particular person every time she came over. [break][break]
Just the thought of it forms a lump in her throat, threatening her ability to speak. Her hand gently rests on the doorknob, quietly staring down at it in deep thought before taking a deep breath, and turning to open the door up. She's greeted with the open space of the lobby, nothing too crowded. Behind the desk, she finds a young man typing his way on the computer, something that shouldn't have been so hard to witness. Yet her heart still stung all the same, something that caught the attention of the ice dragon that thought it'd be a good idea to bind itself to her soul. In terms of Celeste, she was trying to calm herself down and force herself to interact with him. If it were up to her, she wouldn't approach him. If it were up to her, she would have Kyurem approach and speak to him. If it were up to her, she wouldn't interact with him. [break][break]
But like everything else in her damned life, it wasn't up to her. [break] Even dying was out of the question.[break][break]
So what can she do? She only approaches with a small smile forced onto her face as it always is. She waves her hand up while taking a deep breath. "Uhm.. Excuse me? Jay--?" She pauses and flinches, but it's barely noticeable. The sight of his person stings her heart, the name alone brings back memories that should have been buried with time. Memories that should have been buried and destroyed in the distant past. Memories that didn't apply to the person before her. For as far as he's concerned, they are complete strangers now. The past has no correlation, and yet when she sees the body, she can't help but to connect it back to the older days. But she's thinking too much, and that's hindering her judgement. In the back of her head, she feels the ice dragon squirming around, threatening the young woman to take her place in the world. But yet again Celeste is able to force yet another smile, shaking her head before correcting herself. "... Jae Hyun. I'm here to pick up Pikake~" [break][break]
Just leave and come back to pick her up when he's not on. [break] Shut up.
Emotions I feel they turn to none[break] I broke, I broke, them one by one
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Abilities
Celeste, though has been possessed by the shell of a dragon pokemon, has not followed the same fate as the majority of legendaries condemned to their hosts. IN fact, Kyurem has allowed Celeste to retain the active control over her body. But even then, there is no imbalance in control. Celeste is fully capable of controlling her actions, however that's not to say Kyurem couldn't force her into dormancy when they pleased with their own intentions. That being said, Celeste's body has since drastically changed from Kyurem's influence. When Kyurem possessed her, her skin became considerably more dense as to resist the heat. Paired with that, but her initial, golden eyes turned blue and her initial blue-lavender hair turned white. Additionally, her body seemed to mature in accordance to Kyurem's age, essentially turning the girl ageless. On the top of her head are two, jagged ice horns, reaching backwards. On her back is a pair of two, oddly shaped, blue wings. Though she has wings, they are broken, hence she is unable to fly. The ice on her wings can break, which reveal the same tendrils sticking out of the wings. Like Kyurem, she also retains a broken turbine for a tail, sticking out from behind. Unfortunately, these are unusable. [break][break]
In respect to Kyurem, Celeste's body is immune to freezing and the cold; hence why she'll have no qualms walking out in the middle of a hail or a blizzard. However she despises the hot weather and the sun, which often results in her bringing a hat or wearing little clothing in attempts to stay cool. In addition to that, Celeste naturally radiates out a chilling air around her which - thankfully - can be toned down. This too, has offered Celeste a significant amount of control in terms of the cold and ice; so Cryokinesis. She's capable of generating blizzards for a short period of time, and blasting ice cold air. [break][break]
So in Nano terms? Think Elsa.[break][break]
The only difference is that she can't exactly.. Freeze other people's hearts. What she can do, however, is numb her emotions. Inheriting Kyurem's general emptiness, Celeste is capable of temporarily "freezing" her emotions for weeks on end. In this state, she is in the perfect neutral. More often than not, this is Kyurem taking the steering wheel if things become too tough for her. Unfortunately, this has turned into a coping mechanism.
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The smile that I had through all these years
"Kill me." [break][break]
Those are the words this young girl said to me. A little girl just before reaching her adulthood, looking up to me with void, blue eyes. She was small, frail, petite. With locks of baby blue fallen down her back, freezing and blue skin that reached outwards towards me as if asking a god for closure. I never thought I would find someone who would be stupid enough to offer themselves to a void ice dragon, however who was I to ignore such a request? The little girl was freezing to her death in my cave, yet before me she was asking for me to grant her eternal slumber. Even more disturbing yet was that hopeless smile. I could tell she was famished; I could tell her heart weighed heavy, but I didn't know what. [break][break]
I will not kill you.[break][break]
I told her, and yet she only took steps towards me. She took steps towards me with that saddened expression in her eyes. Or.. I can't say saddened anymore. She was empty. She was an empty vessel. She looked as though someone ripped her ideals out, she looked as though someone stole her hopes, her dreams, her love and her emotion. I was only staring at a girl who was but a husk of who she once was. Someone who wanted to freeze herself into the depths of silence. She wanted to be alone; she wanted solitude. She wanted no more, no more. There was nothing left but to freeze in the confines of time. [break][break]
She was like me. [break][break]
And on that day, she became me.
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It bears, it bears, these hateful tears
Where are you from?[break] "I'm from a small place in Sunyshore. I grew up there with my twin sister and my parents."[break] Where is your sister now?[break] "... Aha.. She's dead. She's long, long dead."[break] You sound pained.[break] "... I suppose you can say that."[break] Would you mind elaborating?[break] "My sister is dead, but her.. Her body is not."[break] Did another legendary use her as a vessel?[break] "... Yes. Solgaleo, to be more precise."[break] Are they not doing a good job?[break] "No.. No it's not that. I just.. Aha.. No. It's nothing. It's my own grief, if anything. Ignore me, it's unnecessary to waste your efforts."[break] I'm not wasting my efforts. This is the body I'm sharing with you; I want to know the history of it. [break] "... I-I see.."
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The scars that I have I gulped although
What else is there? [break] "...? Wh-.. What else is there?"[break] Your heart. It's still heavy; what else is weighing you down?[break] "... I suppose you can say that at some point, my sister and I were seperated. I had to go live with my uncle and my auntie. Since they were in the higher class.. I was spoiled. Although I did go to visit Khyra now and then."[break] So why are you sad?[break] "... Because after I was adopted into the family, I met a young boy. He was.. Around my age, if not just a tiny bit older. Hehe.. He would often come over to my place to play, or we would play on the streets. He.. He taught me a lot of things while we were growing up."[break] ... You seem to think fondly on him. Why are you sad?[break] "... Because he, too, is dead."[break] ... Why is that? [break] "Hehe.. I couldn't.. I wasn't enough to save him. He was suffering from.. Issues at home along with internal struggles. Hehe.. He.. He died on my birthday. I.. I was pretty broken."[break] But that happened in the past; why does that hurt you now?[break] "Because now, I see his body on a daily basis~" [break] ... Zekrom?[break] "... Yeah. Zekrom."
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They hurt, they hurt, but you won't know
And I feel as though you had yet to tell me more. [break] "... Mmn. Back then or.. Just a few years recently, I was put into an arranged marriage with a young boy named Soren." [break] Were you against this marriage?[break] "N-No! I-I wasn't! And.. I'm.. I'm still not."[break] Then why the hesitation?[break] "..."[break] Celeste?[break] "... I love him. Aha.. I-I really, I really love him." [break] Then why do you sound so pained?[break] ".. Because he's loved my sister for the longest time."[break] ...[break] "And I.. I know my sister loved him, too. Even now, I know that he tries.. To get to my sister through Solgaleo. I know that he has tried to dedicate himself to me."[break] Then why do you support his relationship with your sister? He's your fiancee, and you genuinely do care for him. [break] "It's because I'm in no position to speak up. After all-- ... Who am I to interject into another person's relationship?"[break] But--[break] "Kyurem, it's okay. I promise, I'm okay. I'm.. I'm okay with.. Just supporting and watching from the sidelines. I'm used to it."
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And if it is true, you should admit
And you're perfectly fine, bottling it up like this? [break] ".. Yes." [break] ... Celeste, you're hesitating.[break] "Yes. Yes--.. I.. I'm perfectly fine with it. Aha.. I should be used to this by now, shouldn't I?"[break] You don't have to be used to it.[break] "... I know."[break] Why do you bottle it up so much?[break] ".. Because I don't have a right to complain, right? Hehe.. Khyra.. Suffered on the streets. She had to struggle through poverty while I was basking in luxuries in the higher class. Jayce was.. He was suffering from his internal, mental struggles while.. I wasn't going through that. Soren was.. Soren was struggling with his own life, too. They've all gone through so much in the past; Do I have a right to complain..?"
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You didn't notice it
❉ And you loved him, only because he was your fiancee. However you found that he was in love with your sister. He was in love with your twin; someone who was not you. He didn't look at you; he never looked at you. But what did you do? You could only smile and support. Smile, and support him the way through. You knew your sister liked him. You knew the feeling was mutual. How dare you step in? How dare you fall for the man you sister loved? It doesn't matter if you stepped later; because how dare you do so? [break][break]
Selfish disgrace. [break][break]
❉ Then you met a man. A young man, about your age. You met him again, but you knew it wasn't him. Though he looked the same--.. Why? No. You knew it wasn't him; it was a shock. He was someone you knew and loved back in the years, but you never thought you would see him again. You never thought you would se him ever again-- But he had someone else in mind. The body of the man you loved, had someone else in his eyes. Once again, you were replaced. Let it be intentional or not, you were once again replaced. Replaced. Replaced. And in the place you were supposed to be in, you found another girl. Another girl. Your heart hurt and it was pained, but you could only smile and support. [break][break] Smile and support.
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Words you say that we can't see
I watched from the depths of the cave, up at the ceiling to allow my sins to sink in. How long has I been stuck in this cave? How many years? How many centuries? I've lost count by now, and I can't find the motivation to figure it out. From the beginning to the end, it has been cold. It will be cold. I'm not quite sure when I was born nor do I recall how hard I struggled. Did I struggle to begin with? I'm no longer sure, and I no longer know. I no longer wish to know, for all I wish is for the cold silence and darkness. All I wish for is the silence, all I wish for is the cold. [break][break]
Then one day, a man came to me. A man who sought power in my chasm, causing havoc and wrecked the area. Did I care? Perhaps not. Did I want to care? Even less. I could only watch from my frozen slumber, until they arrived in my home. With a flickering flame in the cold darkness, I could only glare through the darkness. He wished to investigate my home and while I didn't mind, this company was unneeded. I wished not for the prying nose and the constant chattering. Before I knew it, I could hear the man's screams and his flames were soon extinguished by the chilling airs. [break][break]
And there I rest.
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They hit and they are killing me
How many decades? How many years? Eventually people stopped coming into my chasm, with people disappearing left and right. I stayed within my domain. So long as they do not disturb me, I do not see why I should disturb them. However the pests continued to come. They sought power, they sought recognition. To go down in history as the hero who slay the dragon. To turn into the hero who freed the people of the icy monster, whose only desire was the consume without a stop. I couldn't understand humans; I couldn't hope to understand them. They were so motivated; they were so inspired. I saw not the appeal in that; because in the end, it is selfish. It is not impossible to pursue both the truth and ideals at the same time; why could humans not see that? [break][break]
Why was it that they struggled so desperately to survive? [break][break]
Something within me sparked; a curiosity you may call it. A hint of something within me, but it was faint. Faint enough as I stared and glared throughout the darkness of my cave. In the next number of years, I've met many. Pokemon, people. Old, young. All of which I've eaten, all of which I've killed, but I see no reason to qualm over it. I remained, simply existing. I needn't live anymore; there was no need for me to live. I merely existed as a monster. Now if a monster was what they were going to make of me, so be it. [break][break]
Their foolish ideals will push them to their deaths, all because of a false truth they've entertained.
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But if you think that this is fine
I am the dragon that was created, the dragon whom's will was moulded from the remnants of a lost truth and ideal. I've no motivation, I've no purpose. I, who was taken from the world and shrouded in hate and disdain, am the flaws of what you humans like to call your "Truths" and "Ideals".
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Then please come kill me don't decline
One day, a petite girl came across my cave. [break][break]
She was the first human who asked me to kill her. [break][break]
She's the first human who held not a desire to kill me. She's the first human who came up to me, expressing a weighed and burdened heart that was exposed to too many truths. She was the first human who bore no further hope or ideals in the future, and someone who came to terms with a harsh truth. She was someone who was void of all around her; she was a shell of a person. All who she was, was a remainder of who she once was. [break][break]
She was the shell of a girl who once held naive ideals and sought beautiful truths.
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'Cause "I" it slowly turned the "me" into what is "lies"
❉ And on that day you went to Unova with your friends. It was a trip there, it was for fun. You smiled and chimed, you smiled and chimed. You were okay with being in the background. You were okay with not being in the group. You were fine with being left out. You were fine with being tossed aside. You were fine with being replaced. [break][break]
Lies.
[break][break]❉ They didn't notice it. You smiled, yes. You smile and chime, and then you brushed yourself asides. No one noticed until the last moment, because at that moment you felt cold. You wandered, your feet took you someplace unknown. They took you somewhere you wouldn't know. You didn't know where you would end up, and then you felt the cold hit your flesh. It was cold and quiet; almost abandoned. It's like the air didn't flow. It was frigid, empty, cold and quiet. It was silent. Empty. Empty.
And you learned to love it.
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Only "lies"
Doesn't it hurt? [break] "... I suppose, it does, but there's nothing I can do, right?" [break] Why do you try so hard?[break] "I don't know. I don't know why I try so hard anymore."[break] Are you living for them?[break] "... No. I'm not living for them, anymore. The people who I loved and lived for are dead, after all."[break] Are you living for yourself?[break] "No, I'm not living for myself anymore."[break] Who are you living for?[break] "... Do I have to be living for someone? I'd be fine with.. Just existing."[break] Isn't it a struggle?[break] "Yes, it is."
there is nothing left to take, but i still try to reach. try to swallow it all down, yet i can't seem to breathe. just a single pill of mine, nothing else would suffice - i take it in, now i'm alive. my phone is set on lock, and i don't really care. there's a tangle and a knot that i cannot repair. i'm a tragedy, i'm ugly, i'm trying to hide. i say "hello", then wave "goodbye". see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honestly. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see it run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i still refuse to believe.
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>>> FRIENDSHIP
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
PLOT IDEA #1 every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2 lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
>>> HATESHIP
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
PLOT IDEA #1 every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2 lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
>>> LOVESHIP
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
PLOT IDEA #1 every day would be the same. nothing more, little change. if i cared, it would mean nothing: it's all such a pain. friendly bonds are so unneeded, i don't give a dang. a busy life is what i am. could it be that family was a way of escape? didn't know if it was right, so i threw them away. couldn't take it anymore, i had taken enough, so then i hide my need for love.[break][break]
PLOT IDEA #2 lay me right down, let me sleep, i'm restless. cover my eyes. when i'm up, i'll finally fade away, here, today. give me a reason: then i'll stay. if i could fly, if for only a moment, there wouldn't be such a need for casualty. i'm alone, and that is how it'll be.
>>> WANTED
see me fall down - let me die here slowly. nothing goes right, not a trace of honesty. i'm to blame, so i'll remain. black, white; day, night; it's all the same. see is run down - cut away, no worries. say no more. i can surely say that i've had enough. i can't remember - that very day, that very day changed me. happiness died like a light i carried. i'll sleep tonight and hope to finally leave a world which i don't believe, a life which i don't need, and then i'll finally be free.
